What is your biggest regret being cuckolded, or cuckolding?

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Hey just seeing if anyone has had any regrets, things went too far too fast, or what you really wanted came true, and the reality of it hit you. Also for bulls, Maybe you were cucking someone and the husband felt the reality of it. Did you enjoy it on some level, and how did you handle it?
 
I (he) started off swinging having affairs with guys wives without their consent but soon expanded into fuxking hot wives with or without their husbands presence but my biggest regret is that I didn’t get into the proper cuckolding/control/humiliation aspect despire it clearly being on the table.
Now that with age I’ve gone full circle my regret is that I missed out on all the signals that my wife was truly into a guy we met several times and that perhaps I didn’t help her manage another situation as best as we might have done to maybe achieve my darkest cuckold fantasy.
Maybe that we might have started sooner and not taken such a break as we have as we are just really getting back into it.
 
I do not have sex with her anymore since she is black only. Maybe I should have cherished it more when I could. We also never tried anal, which is now a favorite of hers, and many guys have done it to her. Never me.
 
It's a hedonistic lifestyle. She is basically living out a porn fantasy. Being a "slut" is the thrill I guess, because other women could not enjoy this lifestyle in the past. I don't like that she says that at times. She does want ******* with me, she just asked for some time. I agreed...for now.

“A slut can always turn herself into a good little cook over time.”
 
I think people often get a skewed view of cuckoldry because it’s always described by people who found great success and pleasure from. Those for whom it was a disaster, or even just decided it wasn’t for them don’t often frequent blogs like this, or talk about it much.

My Queen and I have been in the lifestyle for just over a year now. She has fucked two Bulls, and fooled around with a woman once. She has one regular Bull whom she services weekly, and has informed me that her Bull now owns her body. Before her Bull I was the best sex of her life, but I can’t even begin to compete with this guy. He fucks her for hours, and to more orgasms than she can count. By the time they finish there’s not a dry spot to be found on a king sized bed.

For her there are no regrets, nor second thoughts. For me, however, things aren’t quite so definitive. As a cuck, my greatest pleasures are intertwined with my greatest pains. I both love, and dread her encounters with her Bull. I’m ecstatic at her pleasure, and her newfound sluttiness, and pride in being a slut, but I’m also dismayed that her slut training and new skills she has received from another guy.

It’s…complicated, and NOT for the faint of heart. Sometimes I love being a cuckold, but at others, I wish we had never pursued cuckoldry.

When the pain, and jealousy become too strong, the only thing I have found that relieves my distress is to stop trying to avoid it, and just to double down on it, and embrace my status, surrendering a little bit more of my position to her new Bull and Master.

Suffice it to say, it’s not for the faint of heart, and is nothing if not perilous.
 
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