Always, a risk You take, However that excitement You get when She goes out to play.
My first thought was (1) I hope She enjoys whatever is in store for Her.
(2) Then the torment of will She enjoy it too much,and leave Me.
(3) The worry of someone finding out or blackmailing
(4) Is She coming home tonight, or will She make a weekend of it ( This has happened to me on several occasions )
However over the many years in the lifestyle,and Her love of the enormous Black Cock She fucked for almost 10 years, In and out of My company, sometimes having Her together ( Me and Him inside Her).
I would not change a thing.
Only wish We were active in todays world, as now both of us too old