humiliation

Think about how I feel after watching the younger pretty wife with several black men. She is thoroughly fucked and came in, she grabs me by the hand and leads me to the restroom. She gets on the toilet and has me squat in front of her. She pees and has me witness the sperm coming out of my own wife! Then when she is done, she squats on my face and verbally describes me being an older white cuck and her being younger, pretty, sexually active with blacks and the prevalent as hell sexual aroma in the air. The harder I get the more she verbally berates me and demands my erection go away.
 
Nothing more humiliating but in my book the sexiest in many ways, is the wife standing there, freshly fucked and I mean after a ling session bareback, smoking a cigarette, standing in her high heels. Calls me over and just gets up in my face and kisses me. The smoke, the sexual aroma, the smell of sweat and sex from another man. She will touch my dick and ask me if I am ready to jack off and look at her, how I want her to pose, etc. That to me, after being flipped by her and married twice before, is so fucking hot, I get erect just thinking it!!!!
 
Sometimes the humiliation just comes by itself. I have genuinely never really orgasmed by my hubby fucking me, but I have with other men fucking me. Hubby has sat there watching while I've orgasmed with another man. So he knows it's not me, but him.
What can I say to him after that? He knows he's not as good a lover as other men, especially black men. Then when a guy has finished with me, hubby has tried to make love to me. But with the guys cum, my juices and me being stretched I just can't feel him. Hubby just has to live with that.
Amazing totally amazing as usual Ann4.
 
Nothing more humiliating but in my book the sexiest in many ways, is the wife standing there, freshly fucked and I mean after a ling session bareback, smoking a cigarette, standing in her high heels. Calls me over and just gets up in my face and kisses me. The smoke, the sexual aroma, the smell of sweat and sex from another man. She will touch my dick and ask me if I am ready to jack off and look at her, how I want her to pose, etc. That to me, after being flipped by her and married twice before, is so fucking hot, I get erect just thinking it!!!!
Exactly what happened the other night, but add this. She was with a very handsome bull, not super big but he was extremely thick. She just finished fucking and he was bareback. She had that super strong aroma to her. She came over, lite a cigarette and was smoking. She told me I could jack off and stare at her. She calls the bull over and she goes into detail with him side by side with her. They both degrade me verbally in great detail and the more they do the harder i became. I had pre cum drops at the end of my dick and the black bull says, 'come the hell on and get it off and make sure you shoot it away from me and your wife', then he hands me a condom to put on. I put it on and my wife gets up in my face, blowing smoke (I do not smoke) and hot-talking about her being younger and not allowing my dick in her. I came and i literally filled up the condom completely. I was shaking and feeling good. Then they both bend over, get on their hands and knees and tell me to kiss and lick their asses. As you know, when the load is gone, lots of the desire is gone too. My wife kept mentioning ball-busting and i better do it with great enthusiasm or i will get the FemDom punishment.
 
You know, as lifestyle cuck sissy to the FemDom younger Asian wife, it is not just the sex. There are other times that happen a plenty. Like the other night,. She was talking to her current favorit black bull. She invites him over. Asked me to cook, i am a great cook (previous NYC restaurant owner!) so no problem. They are sitting outside after finishing the meal. Suggests me to get them drinks and them i should get on my hands and knees naked in front of them so they can use my back for a table. I get in the pose and i am totally erect. the bull starts talking about me and wondering why i would be erect and horny in that position. he has no idea. She explains to him how i get no sex from her, how she got me to adore and crave the black man, how i love her feet and i was in close proximity to her feet, etc. So just the aura of it all was extremely turning me on. The the black man rubs his hands over my ass and balls, not massaging or anything, just a quick touch. I pulsated and he was amazed, truly amazed.

The whole scene sometimes has nothing to do with sex or watching sex. For those of you that have not entered into all this.
 
Great aura. On the couch or relaxing in a chair. Same as i am doing most times after my part is over. Jacking off watching my wife perform and service. I must admit, when that large glop of lotion hits my hand and i grab my dick, i get instantly to the pulsating stage! Lots of males will not understand, but this is sheer ******* to the max! Half way to my own orgasm, if the mode is right and the wife patronizes me, i will get down behind her and smell her ass and vagina from the rear. haven! Pulsates harder and harder. Smelling the sexual aroma from her. If she is totally not into the black male and just doing it to pacify my sissy and addiction to jacking off, she will normally light a cigarette and smoke it as her way of telling me, this is a private sex show awarded to me for my own sissy perverted needs. That is her love shown to me! Seriously!!!! Then i even pulsate harder and normally i would be down on my hands and knees smelling her, she will put her hand with the cigarette on her ass cheek and i will furiously pump my dick off. BTW, for those that have never down anything like this or are not lifestyle sissies, you have no idea as to the power and the orgasms that i truly do enjoy.
 
In fact, we did something like this the other night. At the casino, I was horny watching my wife for several hours, gamble, smoke, flirt, sit with a black gentlemen (older) and talk, smoke--his hands touching her thighs, etc. I asked her to please go tot he room and allow me to jack off. She agreed and although I seldom ask her these sorts of completely biased behavioral things, i was erect and had those butterflies in my tummy. We got into the room, we all strip down. She slips hack on her high heels, grabs a cigarette--light it, blows smoke in my face. Grabs my balls and humiliates me--tells me i am a 100% sissy fag, she puts her finger in her vagina and asshole and the directly under my nose. I am pulsating. She turns to the black gentlemen and makes fun of me and how thick he is. He comes over and they get into a kissing match. Right in front of me! Fuck---this is what all my endurance and her creativity and training got me to. Sheer pleasure.
 
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