"what Jamall says, what Jamall says ... " Jesus, lady, Jamaal is part of your frik'n problem, not the solution. He's the one that's knowingly fucking around with a married woman ... his choice, no one elses. He's the one that has no respect for another man's marriag,e and desires to gloat to your white husband that a black man's taken another white wife ... he has his
own personal motives, here, lady. But if you feel
"honesty is the best policy" , as Jamaal says , you need to go no further than the first sentence in your second paragraph, here, and then tell him you're not happy. I'm not faulting you for being unhappy in the marriage; that happens over 50% of the time, but, the way you're going about justifying your activities with Jamaal is a lie to everyone, especially to yourself. And don't go
"moving in with Jamaal" when you do it. Get your own place, and a month or so away from both hubby & Jamall before you decide to permanently go your new direction.
Actually, I'm starting to get the feeling that you're somewhat of a spoiled lit'l woman who's disappointed in not getting the things the lit'l trophy wife feels she should have gotten in life. If you think Jamaal is the solution that will improve your life, then you should follow your dream, but don't be surprised if Jamaal turns out becoming a less desirable circumstance than what you currently have. Sounds to me like you're not thinking past Jamaal's black dick, and trust me, that dick AIN'T gonna give a trophy wife the material things she might desire. Plus, Jamaal's probably not going to attach a "Exclusively for Rachael" sign on his dick, so plan on sharing that dick with a few dozen white bitches. I just hope you and hubby haven't got little ones at home that will suffer needlessly through your created crap.
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