Cuck2AsianWife
Male
In my case, I never ever thought in a million years would I have sex with a man, let alone a black man or a man with my wife period! Our relationship started with me into foot fetish, female smoking fetish and watching a female pee. We started that way and you know, from almost the beginning, she told me that she would eventually whine me off her vagina and having sex althigher with her. Then she goes on to say, she would become a FemDom and even have me engaged in sex with males and I would leanr to love humiliation and degaradation. I thought and believed she was joking and taking things out of context. But a year later in the relationship we are married and she began and methodically did everything she said.
I found it all intriguing and sexually explosive. I am now basically gay, still married to her and always will be. She humiliates me and degrades me in explicit detail with nothing held back. She is hugely into the older white male/younger Asian female stuff and employs the financial cuck and slave traits 100% on me. When she is standing there, stripped and ready for sex with a superior black man, smoking a cigarette and watching me bowing like a real slave, praising the man, and then kissing, fondling and licking his balls and ass to prep him, I am harder and more erect than I used to before all of this ever happened. When she has me kneeling and waiting with my mouth open to accept the black man's seed load, I have to remind myself to stay calm and try to keep my erection under control as she taught me respect, but I actually want to jump up and down and yell for joy and happiness.
So, am I supposed to feel guilt or be searching for something I lost as the OP suggests??? I have no idea, but I am 1,000,000% in sexual bliss with what this mean, wicked, bitch-cunt, hard-core, twisted Asian female conceived-carried out and inflicted unto me.
Do I feel embrassed, sure! Do I feel scared at times, sure! But straight sex and straight women, suck! They are boring and not for me. So, when I strip, verbally admit and degrade myself to a superor black man, and then bend and bow and beg him to allow me to smell, kiss, lick and accept him, I am okay with it!!! In my case, I have learned what reality is and should always be. That is, to accept my inferior, submissive and gay side as my total personality, be used by my fantastic FemDom wife and be happy my balls shoot off the largest and most powerful orgasms I ever could desire.
I found it all intriguing and sexually explosive. I am now basically gay, still married to her and always will be. She humiliates me and degrades me in explicit detail with nothing held back. She is hugely into the older white male/younger Asian female stuff and employs the financial cuck and slave traits 100% on me. When she is standing there, stripped and ready for sex with a superior black man, smoking a cigarette and watching me bowing like a real slave, praising the man, and then kissing, fondling and licking his balls and ass to prep him, I am harder and more erect than I used to before all of this ever happened. When she has me kneeling and waiting with my mouth open to accept the black man's seed load, I have to remind myself to stay calm and try to keep my erection under control as she taught me respect, but I actually want to jump up and down and yell for joy and happiness.
So, am I supposed to feel guilt or be searching for something I lost as the OP suggests??? I have no idea, but I am 1,000,000% in sexual bliss with what this mean, wicked, bitch-cunt, hard-core, twisted Asian female conceived-carried out and inflicted unto me.
Do I feel embrassed, sure! Do I feel scared at times, sure! But straight sex and straight women, suck! They are boring and not for me. So, when I strip, verbally admit and degrade myself to a superor black man, and then bend and bow and beg him to allow me to smell, kiss, lick and accept him, I am okay with it!!! In my case, I have learned what reality is and should always be. That is, to accept my inferior, submissive and gay side as my total personality, be used by my fantastic FemDom wife and be happy my balls shoot off the largest and most powerful orgasms I ever could desire.
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