But that isn't the 'Hotwife' scenario/lifestyle then. To be honest I am not sure what it is.
I love my husband, as others have said it is he who facilitates my journey into this life. It has bought us closer together and I obviosuly enjoy having sex with other men and he enjoys seeing me and joining in.
However, if he said tomorrow that he didn't want me to do it anymore then I wouldn't. Hopefully that day doesn't come for a very long time, but I am sure it will at some point. He is my life and my world. The extra sex is just that - sex.