Thanks for the compliments falcon, it’s good to know someone else thinks I write well. And also you have made me feel even more positive about the divorce now. My girlfriend agrees that a woman often gets a better deal in a divorce court, and it will be interesting to see how our assets are divided. Oh btw believe me, I am hot lol. Maybe I will send you a pic if you are nice.
Most of what I am writing down is true, but you are right, I am recording the events as a kind of writing assignment. Any good writer should write things down when they are fresh in her mind, my creative writing teacher says, and my teacher is a published fiction author, you may even have heard of her.
Thanks also to anyone else who has reached out to me. I really appreciate your genuine comments. I hope you don’t think too badly of me for trying to achieve some closure through writing. My teacher says it can be very therapeutic. Actually I know something about psychiatry and I agree. Actually I have had plenty of positive private comments from guys and lots of likes. I guess I have become very popular among most guys here on this forum.
Well anyway, I told Tom that I was leaving him and there was quite a confrontation with Jamaal. I wrote down what happened between my husband and me as was suggested, but unfortunately Jamaal comes into the story quite a bit too, and that can’t be helped, I hope you can understand that as it really is Jamaal’s story too, Actually I really made an effort to write well. I think my account is pretty good, even if I say so myself. I even took a few rough notes as it happened, which I transformed into great prose later,
I’m sorry to say that in the end it was pretty awful for Tom. But also, I admit that I have sometimes found the idea of two guys fighting over me to be hot. It was a bit like that, actually, like two gladiators fighting over me, which is romantic. And of course Jamaal was the winner.
So anyway, I said some bad things to Tom and made some errors of judgment which I now kind of regret. Looking back, I think I might have projected some of the guilt I felt onto Tom. (Actually, I am quite knowledgeable about areas like psychiatry as well as fashion).
But the way I look at is we have both suffered and are now both on the road to healing. I’m so sorry that Tom had to experience such humiliation. But I am a victim too because I had to witness some of it, and it wasn’t a pleasant experience I can tell you.
Plus there is also just the small matter of my DVF dress that Tom has ruined that will cost about 200 pounds to repair and fix. As you know, I know a lot about style and fashion and I bought it because it was an in-dress.
By the way, DVF stands for Diane von Fürstenberg, who is best known for her iconic wrap dress. She is one of the best designers in the world, and her current line dresses don’t come cheap. Mine was actually one of those. And now it is ruined.
I if anyone wants me to, I can post more about what happened. I enjoy writing things down - even if it sometimes doesn’t place me in the best of lights lol. But I am worried people might criticize me. Believe it or not, I have already had some negative comments. I hope these people realize that negativity sucks. I hate negativity and always try to do the right thing. So maybe I should end my story here on a positive note - the fact that me and Jamaal are together. Positivity is always better, guys
Anyway I hope people can still be happy for me. By the way, let me know if you think my writing is good.