I am sorry you feel this and sometimes I do too! I was wondering if this lifestyle reinforces our own insecurities? Is this healthy and does the fantasy creep into our daily habits and lives? This obsession of ours do we become a beta man in real life situations. Are we walked over and take a back seat in real life business and personal situations that could hurt us? What I am saying is that if the cuck is willing to get his wife and himself fucked sexually why would he stand his ground on other situations? Are we all George McFly's?For me, its a lifetime of believing family and friends telling me that i'm worthless and a loser,
For me it was an competitive thing. Both my ex’s said I fucked harder, longer and better after sharing them. Plus it was more MFM threesomes and some one on one side action for my ex’s then them telling me or sending me pics would have me rushing home to reclaim them! Was the best sex I’ve ever had!Men, why is it so difficult to go back to vanilla.
Here is why I’m asking. Anyone would think having sex of any kind would be better than watching your wife have sex, even it is awesome sex, with some other dude ......what is it that makes you think, “I’d rather see her fucking BBC than me fucking her?”
I do not know if it is true but we might be on a downward spiral. Because we never have enough, and once we achieved one fantasy, we desire more and crazier porn to get us stimulated. Is that you too? I have been listening to this guy who has a Connor McGonigal and it might he has theory on why we are cuckolds.We have not played with our BBC BULL in quite sometime. My gorgeous wife and I have great sex together but after sucking our BULL's cock and being his bitch in our bedroom for about 3 of the 5 years that we had all played together, I cannot shake the fact that I have urges to submit to hot muscular ALPHA guys. I jackoff to gay porn, cuck porn and femdom porn. I miss and need the humiliation and verbal and physical DOMINATION of being a submissive bottom cuckold. I have never cheated on my wife but I do constantly fantasize about pleasing cocks so much now.
Thanks for that information.I do not know if it is true but we might be on a downward spiral. Because we never have enough, and once we achieved one fantasy, we desire more and crazier porn to get us stimulated. Is that you too? I have been listening to this guy who has a Connor McGonigal and it might he has theory on why we are cuckolds.
I agree. It took me several years to accept it. My wife had numerous affairs. She told me she needed a bigger cock and a better sex partner. I found my self masturbating to the fantasy of her having sex with a well endowed lover. When I finally witnessed her having sex with some one with a huge cock and saw how she responded, I knew I could not deny her that pleasure We came to an understanding. She coud have sex with her lovers and still love me.I doubt you can ever go back. I was cuckolded 30 years ago (took me a few years to understand it, accept it and then enjoy it) so for the last 25 years its all i've masturbated over, its all i've wanted my ex's and current wife to be, sexually promiscuous, and it still gives me the rush that it did in my youth (to be honest, its the only thing that does, and I think that is part of the problem) Its a fetish that has definitely imprisoned me and I can't function sexually without some or all of the components of being a cuckold. Not the healthiest road to travel, but in saying that, if you know deep down inside you are a cuck and you're able to live that out with a willing/ loving wife, its can be the most liberating feeling in the world, living the true and honest life you need to live. to the fantasy of her having
I can tell you that’s true, when my wife is in between her black lovers I feel lost, it’s impossible to not be a cuckold once black guys are getting your wife.I feel like once it’s affected you and you enter a cuckold lifestyle it’s almost next impossible to go back to a vanilla sex life. Those urges and thoughts of cuckolding never really go away. Once you’ve seen your wife/girlfriend get railed by bbc while you are beating off and make a mess all over yourself, I don’t think you can ever go back to a regular sex. I personally don’t want to, and I don’t think my wife ever wants to. Even if we divorced, I don’t think I could bring myself to go back to vanilla sex with another woman. Once you become a cuckold, you’re always a cuckold. Am I wrong? What do you think?