It's not just you trust me! My wife just told me about her lifetime obsession with bbc and her years of cheating on me. She also said she's pregnant with a black baby and she got my sisters blacked a few days ago and my mom is next! What's driving it mainly is how it's always been forbidden and taboo for white girls and black men to have sexual relations or really any nice interactions to be honest. Obviously more black guys have huge dicks compared to white guys so that's an important factor also. It comes down to this, the black race has been through so much hardships and pain for so damn long that as an unintended turn of events, white women and white boys now are willingly giving themselves to black men to show that the actions of our racist ancestors and some white people today towards blacks is not how we are at all. It's about damn time that blacks get respect and I'm all in to being part of the solution not the problem.