He felt rejected. He became very depressed and withdrawn. He loved his children too much to leave. Additionly, he thought that no other woman would want him. I explained that I loved him but I needed the feeling a big cock gave me. I explained in great detailhow the physcial feelings of being fucked by a large cock. I told him how it touched every nerve ending in my pussy at thhe same time. I told him how a really thick cock constantly rubs by clit. I let him hide in the closet and watch me and my lover. After that , he knew he could never match that performance. With time he begin to embrace my needs.