Please help me. I am desperate and need advice.

If the trust is gone, then its time to move on. My ex-wife cheated on me so many times I lost count. I would check her underwear drawer when i'd get home from work and see if her lingerie was still how I folded it a particular way. if she came home late and went straight to the shower before coming to bed it usually meant she'd been with someone that night, because other nights she'd just jump into bed.
On the nights she'd shower first, i'd go down on her (because sadly I was still super horny knowing she'd just fucked someone) but she never knew, and I never told her that no matter how much she washed her pussy, you could always taste the condom. She thought by using condoms, there'd be no evidence. I hated the lying, and the secret text messages, and the bullshit. Even after we split, I took her old mobile phone as I was paying the bill, and it was full of mens phone numbers i'd never heard of and endless text messages of when they could meet, or thanking for the fuck they had. Its a ******* existance living with that crap in your life.
I found a little travel bag in my ex’s van under her seat when we were married. It contained lipstick, mouthwash and magnum condoms. For the slut on the go.
 
To a cuck would your scenario would be heaven? As you did exhibit a cuck trait liking your woman to fuck another guy? Right? :confused:
Yeah, almost everytime we'd end up in an argument but she'd also see or feel my erection and in no tome she'd have me begging her to let me fuck her, so was always sending her very mixed messages about whether I loved it or hated it... I didn't know myself, I hated that I was rewarding her for hurting me, but I couldn't shut it off.

To be honest she lost a lot of respect for me in the end (and probably rightly so) she would always throw at me 'either fuck the ******* out of me or beat the ******* out of me for cheating on me if you hate it so much. But to just accept it, know other men fuck me and rather than stop them just masturbate over it is pathetic'. I knew it was as well, but she partly created this cuck, and hated what I had become.
 
Geezus Christ man... Pull your panties out of your butt Crack

This ain't no advice forum.
We're all trying to fuck too. Mostly guys fucking wives, or wives fucking other guys. When you say you Literally have no place to turn to, that's a crock of ******* lol :rolleyes:

You LITERALLY have a few dozen other options instead of a fetish website.
If your wife left, she will probably leave you because you're just not smart. And acting like a sniveling worm
Not because of sex with a black guy.
Oh damn!!! Harsh but true as I lol
 
I want to thank everyone, especially those who took the time to reach out to me via private message. I am still having a hard time coming to terms with this, and will be seeking out professional help. I did pack a bag and leave the home. I am currently at a hotel. I have decided to take some time off work. (using vacation time) because I cannot concentrate and am not sleeping.
I am not fighting with my wife. Actually, she has texted me twice today to see how I am doing. She is not an evil person and I do believe she is dealing with guilt. She has come clean with me admitting this affair has gone on the entire time since their meeting. She does want a divorce, and told me she is willing to waive her rights to her share of the equity in our home if I agree to an uncontested divorce. To be honest, I wasn't expecting that and it will certainly make things easier for me financially. I just don't understand why the rush and I told her that.
If there are any lawyers here, or ppl who understand this, I would appreciate you weighing in.
 
I just woke up after only sleeping a few hours. To say I am overwhelmed and beyond stressed is an understatement. And you are 100% correct. I changed everything, including deleting the email. My apologies to the staff as I wasn't aware of the protocol. I will say the feedback I have received from ppl here has helped me somewhat. I know I must talk to her today and am actually tempted to ask her to not going into work today so we can spend the day talking.
I know cuckolding involves cheating but its knowingly cheating.
Like the husband and wife has some understanding.

From what you told us she just straight up betrayed you. Then again I'm not really versed in cuckolding. Its especially strange considering the fact you allow her to sleep with other guys but she still lied to you.
 
I want to thank everyone, especially those who took the time to reach out to me via private message. I am still having a hard time coming to terms with this, and will be seeking out professional help. I did pack a bag and leave the home. I am currently at a hotel. I have decided to take some time off work. (using vacation time) because I cannot concentrate and am not sleeping.
I am not fighting with my wife. Actually, she has texted me twice today to see how I am doing. She is not an evil person and I do believe she is dealing with guilt. She has come clean with me admitting this affair has gone on the entire time since their meeting. She does want a divorce, and told me she is willing to waive her rights to her share of the equity in our home if I agree to an uncontested divorce. To be honest, I wasn't expecting that and it will certainly make things easier for me financially. I just don't understand why the rush and I told her that.
If there are any lawyers here, or ppl who understand this, I would appreciate you weighing in.

Best way to deal with break up is to make a bunch of money, hangout with friends and start dating other women immediately.
 
Buy a huge rubber band, tie it to 2 trees, and slingshot that bitch to Canada.
Hey I live in Canada!!!! LOL!!! I appreciate the horny woman as very few here are still single and looking. There would be some Black guys interested in women that want short-term flings but I'm after loyal long term women. May I kindly suggest aiming that slingshot to Mexico? LOL????
 
I want to thank everyone, especially those who took the time to reach out to me via private message. I am still having a hard time coming to terms with this, and will be seeking out professional help. I did pack a bag and leave the home. I am currently at a hotel. I have decided to take some time off work. (using vacation time) because I cannot concentrate and am not sleeping.
I am not fighting with my wife. Actually, she has texted me twice today to see how I am doing. She is not an evil person and I do believe she is dealing with guilt. She has come clean with me admitting this affair has gone on the entire time since their meeting. She does want a divorce, and told me she is willing to waive her rights to her share of the equity in our home if I agree to an uncontested divorce. To be honest, I wasn't expecting that and it will certainly make things easier for me financially. I just don't understand why the rush and I told her that.
If there are any lawyers here, or ppl who understand this, I would appreciate you weighing in.
Your sad unfortunate circumstances of course is very shitty and I greatly sympathize with you and I do pray that your situation improves, moreover I do hope the moderators keep this thread ongoing for posterity illustrating how implementing cuck dreams in real life have unintended consequences such as yours.
 
Sorry to hear this. From my understanding she's been with no one else and same with you? Unfortunately she discovered there is more out there than just you. I'm guessing things got boring since you wanted to spice things up.

Just curious tho.
How was the marriage itself?
The relationship with each other?
Those are something you might want to dig deep and assess those 2 situations.
Was there rules and boundaries before you decided to turn to this lifestyle?

My first wife was a high school sweetheart too. I joined the military and we still stayed together and got married when she graduated high school. Sex was good, or so I thought. I cheated on her once around the 6 or 7 year mark. Things were blah. She was spending a lot of time at her parents at the lake on the weekends and even during the week because I was working evening shift at a 24/7 365 day job that included working most weekends or every other. There was money issues, there was a sloppy house, and she didn't do anything and I was spending a lot of time on the internet when I was home alone. Then one day an ex from high school contacts me and she meets me at my job one night to say hi. One thing led to another and then the sex between us went to a all new high for me. She set the bar really high as she had experience cause all she did was party in college. I on the other hand had lots of porn on the internet and reading material experience.

She found somebody more superior in bed than you just as I found somebody more superior in bed than my wife and for me that was the final nail in the coffin which lead to irrevocable marriage.
 
Late to the discussion, but you see two types of responses. Most, like me, will say he should dump her ass, for being a liar and a cheater. A few males apparently enjoy being humiliated, and suggest this is a perfect situation. Not even close to one, in my opinion.

Relationships/fetishes like this really should have the permission of both parties to engage in this. But then, that is just my opinion.
 
This is some wild, sad *******. Part of me wants to feel sorry for you, and the other part wants pics of the wife. I’m human, so I feel for you, yet, I’m human, so I want to see what made “Adonis” decide to go HAM and gank you for your old lady... ******* is crazy, regardless.
 
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