So my husband usually posts on here but we’re trying to push things a little further this year. It’s our 10 year anniversary this year and I hope this is the year we cross from fantasy to reality.
We started the bbc discussion when he was deployed. This was before we were married. We did a lot of Skyping and he asked me to use my toy. At the time I had a purple vibrator that was about 6 inches. And he asked me if that’s the biggest I’ve had. In my head, I laughed. “Not at all”. I told him what it was and the rest is history. He was so curious about how he compared to the men before him. I’ve been with a few bbcs. Most of the men really. I love my husband which is why I cum on his dick and also never really held his size against him. But if I’m getting the option to talk…think…and fantasize about my exes, I’m game. It’s been 10 years of fantasizing and it’s all we can talk about when fucking. It’s all we watch. It’s all I want. Every night.
It’s weird because when we first dove into the conversations, I was hesitant. I don’t want to hurt his ego…but after years of actually diving deep into the psychology, the sex, and the connection we have…we’re ready, I think. I know we’re good since we’ve kept things honest and open. And honestly just ready to be more than talk.
We started the bbc discussion when he was deployed. This was before we were married. We did a lot of Skyping and he asked me to use my toy. At the time I had a purple vibrator that was about 6 inches. And he asked me if that’s the biggest I’ve had. In my head, I laughed. “Not at all”. I told him what it was and the rest is history. He was so curious about how he compared to the men before him. I’ve been with a few bbcs. Most of the men really. I love my husband which is why I cum on his dick and also never really held his size against him. But if I’m getting the option to talk…think…and fantasize about my exes, I’m game. It’s been 10 years of fantasizing and it’s all we can talk about when fucking. It’s all we watch. It’s all I want. Every night.
It’s weird because when we first dove into the conversations, I was hesitant. I don’t want to hurt his ego…but after years of actually diving deep into the psychology, the sex, and the connection we have…we’re ready, I think. I know we’re good since we’ve kept things honest and open. And honestly just ready to be more than talk.