If I could pray

Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by vanessabbc, Apr 29, 2015.

  1. vanessabbc

    vanessabbc Active Member

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    I would just say God I'm sorry and and thank you for my daughters being home and laughing and playing and keeping Mommys dumb head together right now.my family is the only thing that stopps me from hopping in the car and driving in the general direction of the fuck out of here.haha. I wish I was joking but I also wish I could get out of my own way and just sit down and calm the fuck down and be everything everybody wanted me to be One of those days peeps.
     
  2. hotjen

    hotjen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Hun know what you mean hun
     
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  3. hotjen

    hotjen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Hun step away take a deep breath
     
  4. vanessabbc

    vanessabbc Active Member

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    Thank you so much.
     
  5. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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    pic_cockstatue10.jpg . gif_cartoon-bowing01.gif "Almighty Black Cock, we lowly white folks worship you!" gif_Yellowball-happy.gif
     
  6. bm_from_southjersey

    bm_from_southjersey Administrator Staff Member Real Person Gold Member

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    Take time away from this site and clear your mind. Do the things you enjoy doing, spend time with your family and friends, and take an inventory of your life. Accentuate the positives, eliminate the negatives.
     
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  7. Orion Pax

    Orion Pax Moderator Staff Member Real Person Gold Member

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    Sound advice.
     
  8. cltblackdick

    cltblackdick Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    This site is fun. But its not worth your sanity or your soul
     
  9. Mrs.InCharge

    Mrs.InCharge Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    This is wise and caring advice.
     
  10. flsubboy4u

    flsubboy4u Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    I would like to know what it is that you are not calm about. In other words, what exactly is troubling you, if you want to share it.
     
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  11. sabah

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    life is not always made good days , but the good days and good times will come surely.
     
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  12. vanessabbc

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    okay., I have taken that deep breath and I have cried my eyes out on my family's shoulder. I want to thank you all for your kindness in this thread and through PM's.

    I have been foolish and kept playing with fire. I love my family and need them more than anything in the world right now. I choose them because it is the only choice to make. Today was my epiphany and you are a wonderful community. I love you all and I am fine.
     
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  13. Mrs.InCharge

    Mrs.InCharge Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Your heart may be in the lifestyle but it seems that your running into major conflicts. Take a break, focus on your family and don't worry about your passion.

    We all wish you the best and will be waiting to welcome you back. Especially all the bulls lol
     
  14. marty tee

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    So true we will still be here waiting. For You Vanessa let's. Talk soon!!!!