Perhaps a consequence of where we are at this point in our lives,I'm reminded of things that brought us here and our timeline as it was and is. All that is certain to be different for everyone and I don't know how much if any of it matters,but it's something I can't help but to ponder from time to time. Lisa's breaking in,or blackening as it's understood to have been now was quite dramatic and lasted for nearly three years. That was followed by a year and a half or so of playing and experimenting in swinging(during which time Lisa's fondness for black men became obvious to anyone who was paying attention). It was then,a handful of years after her initial blackening that she empatically stated that swinging was too complicated and that she only wanted to fuck black men. Her position was intended to be for that situation and place in time,but it became permanent.