How old were you when you realised you were/wanted to be a cuck?

Definitely did not happen over night. If someone told me in my early 20s that future you would get off watching your wife getting fucked by black guys I don't think I would have believed them. Started having hotwife/swinging fantasies in mid late 20s when I was dating my now wife. We would read Penthouse letters with many having hotwife themes. We started talking about maybe swinging but my wife was never into other woman or watching me with women. Then in early 30's she fucked a white friend with my consent and although jealous at the time there was no looking back. Early interracial websites like Dark Cavern got us fantasizing about her with black men. She met a black bartender when we were on vacation and ended up bringing him back to our hotel and fucking him with me watching. That was years ago and she has been exclusively with black men as a hotwife ever since.
Do the two of you still have sex or is she 100% black only?
 
One for the couples and cucks, how old were you when you realised you were a cuck or that you wanted to be one?

For me, it was when I was 25 and a then girlfriend and I were experimenting. After much fantasising during sex, we made swapping a reality at the odd club and party. We found I rather liked watching her with other guys and taking turns with her and them. It soon evolved into mainly mmf threesomes and one day, as we were getting into playing with a guy at a party, she seductively said she wanted me to just watch. I was intrigued at what she had planned so watched on with eager excitement. After she was done with this other guy, she again seductively beckons me over with a "your turn" look, before I get a chance to get my cock in her, she grabs it, whispers in my ear that she wants me to lick her out right there and then and if I didn't she wouldn't fuck me. Oddly with out hesitation I went down on her and began licking away till she orgasmed and a load of cum leaked out and I continued. It was so intense that the moment she squeezed my cock again I came instantly. All she did was smile devilishly and purr "good, you'll do that again for me".
That night when we got home and we were having sex she admitted that liked doing that with me and wanted to explore that more. It was obvious how turned on I was and obvious to both of us that I was now her cuck
2017
I was 19
my girlfriend of 7 years cheated on me in my own appartment
My bed

but i dont lie id i tell u. I watched
Becausof how rough she got taken

i left when he came on her breast

She still does not know i know it. I even fantasize about her being fucked by bbc.
 
So this is a funny story. I’ve watched interracial since my teens. But that kind of created an inferiority complex. Where I would love to watch it but I was afraid of my significant other finding out or even admiring black men. Then I met and married my wife. It was taboo to talk about porn and I was somewhat relieved because I figured she was unaware of big black cock. But we recently started watching porn and all the porn we watch is interracial. And now I know for a fact that I want nothing more than to be a cuckold for my wife and the black men of her choosing.
 
My wife had her affair when we were both in our 20’s, I was definitely hurt at the time but not long after she was talking about a coworkers bulge and how she could see his big cock down his pants leg and to my surprise I was very turned on and wasn’t quite sure how to deal with the new revelation. It would be many years later before I told her I‘m bi and that I’d love to see her with another man that is better endowed than me. She indulges the fantasy with me but hasn’t taken the final step yet.☹️
 
I heard the term as a teenager but didn't know much about it till a few years later when a guy said someone was cuckolded. I looked it up and started to learn more about it over time.
 
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