How old were you when you realised you were/wanted to be a cuck?

I didn't know the cuckold lifestyle was a thing when it happened to me. I was 22. My then gf cheated on me with 2 black guys in the cmpus, but instead of starting a fight I took revenge on them and began doing stuff to her I had not yet, like anal, facial and spanking. As for the guys, they would be wandering why their laundry had a special smell and beige shade. It took me over 8 years to realize I enjoyed the feeling. Of being cuckolded, I mean. First though porn and then coming across this website. Later, a neighbour girl made me become aware of it. Almost full menu. Was denied sex, caged, humiliated by her. I stopped short before sissification. Yeah, that was her goal she admitted after we broke.
 
WillGrt70 said:
I was 35 when I realized I had been a cuckold for the past 15 years, Up until then I though I was just broken and things would fix itself.
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Exactly. My 1st wife didn't understand it or me and that is because for most of my life I never knew what I was or why. So yes you hit the nail on the head. "I though I was just broken and things would fix itself." I love to chat of this so I understand better.
 
richard clear said:
I think many outwardly "good girls" are secretly longing to get roughly dealt with by a man who know's what he's doing. He doesn't have to be her regular partner, in fact it's probably better for her if it's not.
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I know. After I separated my ex would tell me of all the crazy ******* she was doing with my oldest friend that she left with. I kept thinking why is she fine acting like slut with him and pulled all that prim and proper while I was married to her. I 1st asked her out because a buddy of mine had told me what an easy piece of ass she was. He was right. I ended up marring her and over the years stuff like prim and proper took over the easy piece of ass I married. Then when she leaves with my ex-buddy hes fucking her like a $2.00 whore.....He braggs, he shares, she spread her legs for all those "buddies" of mine at the time. Plenty of jokes at the bar about her like ...did you know she was a slut when you married her, or I never knew your wife was such a good fuck, etc. ex- buddies and my old hang out.
 
i didn't know it at the time...but 17. i read an article in penthouse about a wife fucking her hubbies friends in front of him, all the while humiliating him for his tiny cock. it was my jackoff material for years. when was 21 i married my wife of 41 years when she was just 17. by the time she was 20...the die was cast. been her aubbyhubbie cuckyboi ever since. i couldn't begin to do the math on how many cocks there's been. bonus...she is still a real honey at 58. she looks like debbie harry to the point her nick name is blondie. no *******.
 
Mine was about a solid year before my first experience and about 2-3 years after my wife and I stared watching IR porn and her compulsive ordering habits of black toys. It progressed in stages over time. The first few times my wife was fucked by a bull it was out of my presence and I got off when she got home hearing or seeing pictures or eating her out. I was completely sold on it when she made out with one of her bulls in front of me as she moaned and concentrated solely on his cock instead of mine. I was sold for life when I watched her have so much pleasure and I ate his cum out of her pussy. And last I was fixated when I continue to fight the urge, especially when out of the setting and it isn’t appealing, to drop to my knees and blow my wife’s bull or let him stick his big black cock in my ass.
 
Ich habe schon sehr früh beim SEX angefangen zuzuschauen,das erregte mich damals schon.Als Kleinschwanz u.Sofortspritzer war ich nie in der Lage,eine Frau richtig zu befriedigen!!
Meine Lösung,MMF,u.die meisten Frauen spielten mit.
Und ich liebe es heut noch,ihre Schreie,stöhnen wenn ein anderer Sie richtigfickt!!
 
Haven't experience this lifestyle yet, but probably started thinking about it a few years back. Me and my girlfriend at the time had the eventual "how big was the biggest guy you've had" conversation, and she said 11 fucking inches. I immediately thought it must be a black guy but i didn't go much more into the convo at the time because that kinda threw me for a loop. One day i just happened to be looking down at some flipflops she had on the floor, and it dawned on me that the writing on the flipflops was the name of a nearly 100% black college nearby. Didn't have to think much harder about it after, lol. Guess i started picturing what she'd look like with a black guy, but never got around to telling her about it before we eventually broke up over something unrelated. Now having someone to enjoy the lifestyle with is pretty much my sole want/fantasy. If she weren't married now i'd probably spring the idea to her for fun. She would've looked amazing on some BBC, i miss her lol.
 
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Definitely did not happen over night. If someone told me in my early 20s that future you would get off watching your wife getting fucked by black guys I don't think I would have believed them. Started having hotwife/swinging fantasies in mid late 20s when I was dating my now wife. We would read Penthouse letters with many having hotwife themes. We started talking about maybe swinging but my wife was never into other woman or watching me with women. Then in early 30's she fucked a white friend with my consent and although jealous at the time there was no looking back. Early interracial websites like Dark Cavern got us fantasizing about her with black men. She met a black bartender when we were on vacation and ended up bringing him back to our hotel and fucking him with me watching. That was years ago and she has been exclusively with black men as a hotwife ever since.
 
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I was in my early 20’s and my ex girl friend ( Kathy) just went off to school. I was still very much in love with her but understood it was over. A month or two later one of her girlfriends (Pam) and I went out for a drive as we did enjoy each other’s company but just as friends. During that drive Pam went on to say how happy Kathy was and met a guy named Carl. It was nice to hear Pam and Kathy stayed in touch but Pam went on to say Kathy had sex with Carl and it was the best sex she ever had! This was the first time I had that knot in my stomach but at the same time was getting hard. If that was not enough Pam went on to say Kathy mentioned how nice his cock was and so red in color when he was hard. That really provided an image of my ex girlfriend being pleasured by a much better man. Any thought of being with Pam left me immediately as I then believed why would she ever want me? After dropping Pam off and saying our goodbyes I went home and started jerking off and cumming to the image of Kathy being pleasured by Carl and his much better cock. I also began to feel submissive to this more superior man and what his much better cock must look and feel like. Over the years I began to accept my sexual place in life, married, but also sucked a few cocks along the way.
 
Well, it has been really great reading all these experiences and it has actually helped me to figure out when my cuckold sexuality began.

I was 19 and she was 16 when we first met, and we were together for 2.5 years with a few breakups, always after she cheated on me. We were really close and such a happy, fun couple. We were sexually adventurous and talked openly about big cocks and both our straight and Bi fantasies. She would jerk me slowly and make up a story of some hung guy taking me. Then I would tell her stories of how some hung guy or guys would take her. This was a lot of fun and yet neither of us knew what a cuckold was. And we never, ever planned to act on any of it. But... usually on a friday night with alcohol involved she would end up flirting, dancing and chatting with some guys. On the occasions she cheated, she confessed immediately and was very upset. I'd lose my mind and then on one occasion I knew of the guy and I went to find him and gave him a beating! He and his friend had fucked her and he had a very big cock. I found that out from her, once we had both calmed down and made up. I was always interested in the cock she had experienced either cheating or during our break ups. But..... we never figured this out and made it our lifestyle. We were too young, too naiive and one day I decided to go work away and she ended up marrying the next lucky guy who apparently fucked her so good, she explained later.
Yep...... i should have married that girl 😔 we had so many great times and such a good connection. And she had an ass to die for!!!

I often wonder if she ever tried a Black man. I know she talked of it, as we both did. But back then our focus was just the Big cock. Colour was not the main criteria for all those fantasy talks.

Ooooh thats some amazing reminisce 💕
 
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I was twenty two when I first met a black guy who I worked with and noticed how big his penis is while stood next to him in the urinals at work. I went home explaining to my wife about him and told her how I would love to see her with him .
I even arranged for him to come over for dinner, but nothing I could do would persuade her to try sex with him even though the shape of his penis was visible in his loose fitting track bottoms,I spent many years and money buying realistic bbc dildos , ir porn films which we both enjoyed but could not persuade her to try bbc even though she would get over excited and masturbate while watching the films.Then at a party many years later a black guy asked her to dance and gradually seduce her , she could feel his hard cock rubbing against her as they danced . later that night fucked her and now she is now addicted to bbc and I now have my wish full filled watching them play and fuck .she has admitted that she really wanted to have sex with a black guy and regrets all the years she missed out on .
 
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I was in high school when my girlfriend cheated on me with a dominant athletic guy. Of course I was bothered, but I started getting off thinking about it. It was just really hot to me.

As time went on the kink got stronger and about my more recent years I have decided I want to try and enter a cuckolding relationship :)
 
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