How old were you when you realised you were/wanted to be a cuck?

I was 26
started with a new company , became friendly with a black coworker. I noticed one day how big his cock was it larger than mine soft than when I was totally erect.
I told my wife about Larry’s cock and that I ’d Love to see him fuck her but she refused.
 
I didn't measure it, but it was really big, probably 9 inches or so. It didn't look real.
Wow, that's huge! No wonder your girlfriend at the time was in awe when she saw it.
I would've been in shock too if I saw a cock that big. Black men really do put us white boys to shame.
Knowing that black men are much more endowed is so humbling.
 
Wow, that's huge! No wonder your girlfriend at the time was in awe when she saw it.
I would've been in shock too if I saw a cock that big. Black men really do put us white boys to shame.
Knowing that black men are much more endowed is so humbling.

It wasn't my girlfriend, just some girl I had met hanging out in that town that night. I can't even remember her name with 100% certainty. I will never forget her or her friend's reaction to Jay's cock though.
 
I think it has been a gradual realisation rather than waking up one morning and finding out that I am a cuckold. It started with an image on the internet, this would have been when I was about 30. It was of a blindfolded women lying on her back with the huge dollop of cum on her mouth. A big black cock loomed over her, which was clearly the source of the cum. I found it on an amateur website and it instantly aroused me, which led to me masturbating. I came very quickly.

This set me on a path as I discovered more interracial porn, both amateur and professional. Slowly, my masturbatory habits changes from white-on-white porn to black-on-white until I was only masturbating to interracial. As I researched my fetish more, I discovered cuckolding. I found the combinatin of interracial and cuckolding a huge turn on. Soon it became the only porn that I viewed.

But still I wouldn't have described myself as a cuckold or as someone who had the potential to be cuckold. Then I started to analyse past relationships, wondering why they had failed, had my ex-girlfriends been unfaithful and a few times when a threesome might have happened if I had been more aware of wanting it to happen. Several girlfriends had talked about their ex-boyfriends being well-hung. These conversations felt unusual in that I hadn't raised the subject, and now I think it was their way of telling me that I'm small. I'd never really considered it before, having never seen another erection in real life. But measuring my penis, I realised that I am on the small side (I used to be a bit bigger, but now I'm 4.5in and slim).

It was then that I realised that I'm only suited for a cuckold relationship. I've had a more than a few relationships that haven't progressed beyond the first night of sex. And I realise that on some of these occasions, my penis size was a contributing factor. I doubt that any woman who would plan on remaining faithful to me would ever want to date me long term, particularly if they want the perfect package. A woman who is likely to cheat, is probably more likely to stick around, seeking other things from a relationship rather than a big dick.

This has been a 20-year journey of discovery and one day I hope that I will meet a woman who will cuckold me.
This is very similar to me, slowly realising that girlfriends kept cheating on me, or would talk about other guys or their exes, and hook-ups would not turn into anything else after we had had sex. The thought of being betrayed used to torment me when I was in my late teens and 20s but in my 30s I started to eroticise it, I think. I'm 4 inches, maybe a shade over, and not thick, maybe 4.5 inches thick.
 
I married at 17 (pregnancy) and had joined the Army to support our decision. I could not have fathomed that only three years later, at my age of 20 that I’d stroke (good & hard) and ejaculate to the extremely sexy fantasy of my lovely, petite young wife being deservedly manhandled and sexually satisfied by a black guy.

I came so hard that my legs shook and I almost felt I was going to pass out. I was hooked.

Unfortunately she and I divorced, so I never got the pleasure of seeing her with black. It wasn’t until my age of 46 that my fantasy finally came true to watch my 32 year old second wife go black.

Soooo intense. Cuck for life!!
 
I married at 17 (pregnancy) and had joined the Army to support our decision. I could not have fathomed that only three years later, at my age of 20 that I’d stroke (good & hard) and ejaculate to the extremely sexy fantasy of my lovely, petite young wife being deservedly manhandled and sexually satisfied by a black guy.

I came so hard that my legs shook and I almost felt I was going to pass out. I was hooked.

Unfortunately she and I divorced, so I never got the pleasure of seeing her with black. It wasn’t until my age of 46 that my fantasy finally came true to watch my 32 year old second wife go black.

Soooo intense. Cuck for life!!
 
A good (true) story with a happy ending. I like, and am interested in, what you mean by 'deservedly manhandled'. When I think of being cuckolded, I imagine my wife being treated the same way. Not 'too' respectfully, if that makes sense..
Intense, raunchy sex like I could’ve never given her, so to speak. Where she would’ve orgasmed several times before he even thought to finish.
 
Intense, raunchy sex like I could’ve never given her, so to speak. Where she would’ve orgasmed several times before he even thought to finish.
Perhaps "deservedly manhandled" may also refer to being used in ways her husband may not. Like anal or facefucking. Using her for self satisfaction and having the freedom to treat her like a paid whore for his satisfaction and then send her home back to her husband used like the whore she acted like.
 
In my mid 20's I confessed it during phone sex to an ex GF who had moved out of town. It seems safer that way. She later told me that she had fucked a gay priest and I got very excited but wouldn't tell me any details. She soon offered to do an MMF with the priest but I was too unsure of myself to go do it as I "knew" I would wind up sucking his cock. And that "don't be gay" thing was deeply embedded in my head. Today of course I would love to have that situation with a woman that had a a bi or gay lover.
 
Probably when my 1st true love had been cheating on me and finally left me for him, the trouble being we all lived in the same village and I would regularly see them both in my local pub and she would be all over him whilst looking at me.
I don't think I really knew what a cuck was at this time of my life.
Although I was deeply upset , it made me want her more .
I was 18 at the time.
 
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