How old were you when you realised you were/wanted to be a cuck?

i realized and accepted I’m a cuckold , when I came home early and as I walked to the door started to open and oh my , i see my wife sitting on couch with a familiar black man , longtime friend of ours ,that moment I remember feeling this feeling , arousing me , I knew that moment she needed a strong sexual man to satisfy her , I’ve always been small 3 inch dic, later that evening , we all went to bedroom , and I sat naked on bed , watched him pound my wife, and i knew my place, he told me my wife was his , he was so right , I could not come close to what he had , beautiful 7 inches of thick bbc , i remember could not look away seeing a strong 6 ft 2 naked black body, it done something to me, I don’t regret one bit ,I started wearing panties , thongs afterwards , i then started thinking bout him , how I would love to take him ,
 
I was 23. About a year into a relationship, my girlfriend left for a two week trip with a guy friend, where they mostly slept in his car. I was angry and knew he’d try something, but let her go (not that I had a choice). The whole time they were gone, I masturbated angrily thinking about him fucking her every night. When she returned, she said nothing ever happened. I listened to her and dropped the subject, but I didn’t believe her. Looking back, I basically agreed to let my girlfriend go on a sex trip alone with a guy, and welcomed her back with open arms. There was another incident where she made out with another guy; I was angry at him but let it go. With her, I also fell into a belief/routine that couples only had sex about once a week and the woman rarely enjoyed it, or basically tolerated it. (We were long distance too.) My sex drive even at 22 was always once and done, usually for 24-48 hours. I’m still kind of skeptical of men who claim to go for round two right away, let alone round three or four.
 
I was 23. About a year into a relationship, my girlfriend left for a two week trip with a guy friend, where they mostly slept in his car. I was angry and knew he’d try something, but let her go (not that I had a choice). The whole time they were gone, I masturbated angrily thinking about him fucking her every night. When she returned, she said nothing ever happened. I listened to her and dropped the subject, but I didn’t believe her. Looking back, I basically agreed to let my girlfriend go on a sex trip alone with a guy, and welcomed her back with open arms. There was another incident where she made out with another guy; I was angry at him but let it go. With her, I also fell into a belief/routine that couples only had sex about once a week and the woman rarely enjoyed it, or basically tolerated it. (We were long distance too.) My sex drive even at 22 was always once and done, usually for 24-48 hours. I’m still kind of skeptical of men who claim to go for round two right away, let alone round three or four.
I hate to break it to you but I’ve gone three times in one night on many occasions. Special circumstances more. It can be done, just not by everyone. Not trying to be mean about it.
 
I was 32 or 33 when I shared my wife for the first time with a friend of mine. We fucked her two nights in a row. After that we’d get together often. She had her first black cock at 38 and a couple of more shortly after. She once went to Florida on business and I sent a strange black cock to her hotel room. He fucked her all night long. She went to her conference the next day with his cum dripping down her leg. We’re 60 now and it’s been a while since she’s had another black cock.
 
I think it has been a gradual realisation rather than waking up one morning and finding out that I am a cuckold. It started with an image on the internet, this would have been when I was about 30. It was of a blindfolded women lying on her back with the huge dollop of cum on her mouth. A big black cock loomed over her, which was clearly the source of the cum. I found it on an amateur website and it instantly aroused me, which led to me masturbating. I came very quickly.

This set me on a path as I discovered more interracial porn, both amateur and professional. Slowly, my masturbatory habits changes from white-on-white porn to black-on-white until I was only masturbating to interracial. As I researched my fetish more, I discovered cuckolding. I found the combinatin of interracial and cuckolding a huge turn on. Soon it became the only porn that I viewed.

But still I wouldn't have described myself as a cuckold or as someone who had the potential to be cuckold. Then I started to analyse past relationships, wondering why they had failed, had my ex-girlfriends been unfaithful and a few times when a threesome might have happened if I had been more aware of wanting it to happen. Several girlfriends had talked about their ex-boyfriends being well-hung. These conversations felt unusual in that I hadn't raised the subject, and now I think it was their way of telling me that I'm small. I'd never really considered it before, having never seen another erection in real life. But measuring my penis, I realised that I am on the small side (I used to be a bit bigger, but now I'm 4.5in and slim).

It was then that I realised that I'm only suited for a cuckold relationship. I've had a more than a few relationships that haven't progressed beyond the first night of sex. And I realise that on some of these occasions, my penis size was a contributing factor. I doubt that any woman who would plan on remaining faithful to me would ever want to date me long term, particularly if they want the perfect package. A woman who is likely to cheat, is probably more likely to stick around, seeking other things from a relationship rather than a big dick.

This has been a 20-year journey of discovery and one day I hope that I will meet a woman who will cuckold me.
 
about 15. Started with watching a video were a husband lost a bet with at a pool game then had to

of course cleanup after watching his wife with him. I thought i had a betting fetish for a good well.

soon discovered the cuckold world and actually I was a cuck third for a couple ( for the first time) at

17.
 
I was in high school. I encouraged my gf at the time to fuck one of our friends who had a much bigger cock then me. They never let me watch but I was often in the same room or the room next door. She would let him cum in her and then come sit on my face. It happened a few dozen times as we were all always together.
One time we were staying in a horse trailer with a bunk. There were the three of us and two other guys. I woke up to her riding her regular guy. Not sure if anyone else saw. I’m sure people in our high school had to have known.
 
14. I tried and tried to get into my GFs panties, unsuccessfully. Then I found out she fucked my best friend behind my back. I was so turned on by it, I stopped trying to get her in hopes I’d find out she did more friends.
I had a similar experiance at 14. At a party I walked in on the girl I liked and her best friend sucking my friends big dick. They looked over and laughed kinda nervous and kept sucking
 
I was 26
I change employment and became friendly with a black, it was when I noticed the size of his penis and the colour. I told my wife how big he was and how black his penis was. I asked her if she would like to see it she said no.
I then got some ir films but still no joy. It took 30 yrs then unexpectedly after a party
 
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