How old were you when you realised you were/wanted to be a cuck?

About 7 mo after we married my wifes boss asked her out for dinner and drinks, I/we knew he wanted more, We talked of it for about a month and I then encouraged her to go out with him, I knew then I was desiring to be a cuck, I didnt know it had a name back then
 
I was 18 she was 25 and far more experienced than me.
She cheated on me with an older married man from our work.
I saw them going onto her flat and waited around outside in my car until he came out.
I was hurt and cried. But as the night dragged on, i started getting a hard on and had to wank.
I couldn't get the idea out of my head.
I confronted her after he left. She was wearing her gown and naked underneath. I told her i knew and she basically dismissed it as if nothing had happened.
We had sex and i came within 2 minutes (i used to take ages to come).
She realised and said something like "wow, someone appears to be very excited "
I admitted i had watched and that i had wanked myself in the car.
We stayed together for 2 more months. I knew she was still seeing him. I always tried to go round as he was leaving. She realised i wanted it that way and woulb never wash until i got there.
Now i am 60 years old and still hooked
 
33. Honestly hadn't given it much thought before then. We got into general hotwifing, but my wife, who was 27 at the time, really liked the cuckolding aspect, pushed elements of it and gently prodded me in that direction. I found the farther we went the hotter it was for both of us. That was 3 years ago now. More her thing than mine initially, but I've really come to embrace and enjoy our dynamic.
 
porn made me into a wannabe cuck, starting around 2 to 3 years ago when i started to watch interracial porn. blacked and blackedraw convinced me it is the right way, because damn a white girl with a black guy is so beautiful
Those websites have been incredibly instrumental in this lifestyle. It cannot be overstated. My wife had actually watched blacked secretly for a while before she opened up to me about it. She assumed I'd be mad or jealous I guess. One of her best friends told her once that she watched it without her husband's knowledge too. We always find it amusing how just about every white woman we know, at least those from about 18-40(even the more vanilla ones), know of the website or will laugh and giggle when we make a reference to it. It's definitely a real thing, white women watching that is not just a cuck fantasy.
 
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Those websites have been incredibly instrumental in this lifestyle. It cannot be overstated. My wife actually had watched blacked secretly for a while before she opened up to me about it. She assumed I'd be mad or jealous I guess. One of her best friends told her once that she watched it without her husband's knowledge too. We always find it amusing how just about every white woman we know, at least those from about 18-40(even the more vanilla ones), know of the website or will laugh and giggle when we make a reference to it. It's definitely a real thing, white women watching that is not just a cuck fantasy.
I will have to check my wife's search history.
 
I will have to check my wife's search history.
Haha, hopefully you find what you're looking for. Those vids always have tens of millions of views. Number one porn production company in the world. The numbers don't lie and it's definitely not all men. I know from personal experience. Lol. It's always the same story though, A LOT of white women(especially younger women who are just more accustomed and accepting to porn in general I think) watch those sites, but they usually keep it hidden from their husband or bf because they think he'll be upset that the guy they're fantasizing about doesn't look like them, and they're usually sweet and don't want to hurt their guy's feelings. If they would just be open about it they would probably be surprised at just how many of those husbands or bfs are turned on by it. Lol
 
Haha, hopefully you find what you're looking for. Those vids always have tens of millions of views. Number one porn production company in the world. The numbers don't lie and it's definitely not all men. I know from personal experience. Lol. It's always the same story though, A LOT of white women(especially younger women who are just more accustomed and accepting to porn in general I think) watch those sites, but they usually keep it hidden from their husband or bf because they think he'll be upset that the guy they're fantasizing about doesn't look like them, and they're usually sweet and don't want to hurt their guy's feelings. If they would just be open about it they would probably be surprised at just how many of those husbands or bfs are turned on by it. Lol
I happen to agree with you. The younger generation were raised on the internet and of course internet porn. They have all been desensitized to it and it's now considered mainstream.
 
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