How did you genuinely feel the first time you fucked in front of hubby?

I was just so nervous and worried about how our relationship would change and if my husband might change his mind when he actually saw me getting fucked by a black guy. I always secretly craved black dicks, but I never expected to do anything about it. But I felt better when I saw how much my husband enjoyed it and that it brought him pleasure too. My husband is bi, so this is now something we now do together. Today, I feel sorry for people who have boring sex lives.
 
Hubby here
Our first time, backyard BBQ about 10 friends. Got late one single guy helping us clean up. One last ******* in the house. We're all in swimsuits. Some chit chat. We're all were semi *******, I really don't know how it happened but it was quick. They kissed, broke away, kissed again. He ended up fucking her over the back of the couch. Whole thing lasted about 4 minutes. We looked at each other, he left. She started crying, apologized over and over. My mind was a mess. She took a shower, we went to bed. Didn't say anything for an hour, she apologized again, asked if I was OK. We ended up having sex till 3 am. Guilt, guilt and more guilt but it was damn hot.
 
Extremely nervous, super awkward, and high to calm my nerves. I was so worried about it changing our relationship, wondering if he would look at me differently, how he would actually feel/ react to watching it happen, how I would actually feel about it happening as it was happening, how I would feel with him watching me to see my reactions and me watching him to see his reactions, and how we would both feel afterward.
 
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Extremely nervous, super awkward, and high to calm my nerves. I was so worried about it changing our relationship, wondering if he would look at me differently, how he would actually feel/ react to watching it happen, how I would actually feel about it happening as it was happening, how I would feel with him watching me to see my reactions and me watching him to see his reactions, and how we would both feel afterward.
I can relate. I'm hubby. Wife and I both have weird feelings, lots of guilt for her.
we do this pretty regularly with a guy we know now. Many times with him. WHILE he's with us it's incredibly exciting. We both do her more than once and she LOVES it. Him and I like watching, she likes us watching. Very hot to kiss her while he's doing her, she loves it too. We're comfy together, nothing crazy happens but it's a LOT of sex in a night.
Next day she's pretty quiet, we don't talk about what we've done but she is horny as fuck for days after.
Sometimes it's like she enjoys sex with him just a little too much but it's all good. Seeing her lay back and just moan as he pumps her is hot but I get jealous feelings. It's one thing watching them get it on, holding each other tight while they pump but when she lays on her back, arms over her head, eyes closed and moaning softly as he slides in and out....kinda hard to watch.
 
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I was extremely nervous initially, being his private porn star, and as things got more heated things got I actually HATED him being there because I was holding back with my Lover. I had the absolute most INTENSE orgasms of my life while BEGGING my Black Lover to knock me up with his baby and my orgasmic SCREAMS woke up our 2 yo *******. I was SO embarassed!! But that was the opportunity to pack hubby and our ******* off to a motel "for the night" (which became the entire weekend) and I proved that playing porn star was not for me.

We tried it a couople more times, and I finally told him that if he was going to be there I wasn't doing this any longer. Its just not how I work. Eventually I started dating guys alone and letting them think I was cheating on my husband with them for more or better sex and everything worked out fine from there.

J (the wife)
 
Very nervous. It was one thing to be discussing a fantasy and even playing around but actually having the realization this was going to happen and being there can stir the butterflies. Once into the whole thing and enjoying the moment it was a lot of fun though.
I was more nervous than she was the first time. Thankfully the bf wasn't, ha!
 
I never forget this first time with a BBC, I'm 1m60 , he was 1m90, I was 40, he was 28 ; muscled, a 9 inch cock , all what isn't my husband.
When I put his cock out his pant, my eyes were great open, I never see a monster like this, my pussy gone wet quickly, when he suck my pussy , I take the hand of my husband and smile to him, to show how it was great, but soon I let my husband looking to us, because the sensations were great and exciting, and the moment when he enter in me , wowowowow, I feel full of him , and I said fck me hard , take me I'm your's.
When he crash his condom in me, I didn't know it, but when he ejaculated , I felt the warmth of his juice inside me ; I was so excited that I didn't say anything but I kiss him a long time.
 
No relaxation the first time. The second neither. We discussed it. The next time in a club we spent each an hour alone. After half an hour I was in heat with a nice guy. As I wrapped my legs around his hips I saw my husband watching us "secretly". I smiled at him. Then I closed my eyes and I did enjoy the "hammer time" the guy let me feel. After a few minutes I opened my eyes again. My husbband sat near me - jerking his dick like a maniac. I was relaxed - from now on the river flows...
 
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