Since I do not speak English, I keep my long story short
The fantasy of cuckolding is a great turn on for me. I always watch cuckolding videos
and I always imagine I am the cuck but NEVER the stud. It's so sexy to see them kissing
passionately, fucking wildly and at the end the cuck usually licks her clean.
I have introduced and taught my wife the idea of cuckolding, to my surprise she is neutral
to it. She clearly states that if I am really prepared to do that, she could invite some men
home and do it.
It looks like everything is ready.
However, when I imagine that I'll have to lick her pussy contaminated with another man's cum, I feel it so disgusting, and I will not want something like ******* to be inside my mouth.
I also have a real jealousy when I imagine that she would fuck another man for real , and the feeling of jealousy is totally not as enjoyable as that I see in the porn video.
Is cuckolding only something most likely fantasy??
And, for anyone who is experienced in cuckolding, any advice for me?
Now, I have hard time reaching orgasm by having vanilla sex with my wife.
I am also getting bored by just watching video and masturbating
The fantasy of cuckolding is a great turn on for me. I always watch cuckolding videos
and I always imagine I am the cuck but NEVER the stud. It's so sexy to see them kissing
passionately, fucking wildly and at the end the cuck usually licks her clean.
I have introduced and taught my wife the idea of cuckolding, to my surprise she is neutral
to it. She clearly states that if I am really prepared to do that, she could invite some men
home and do it.
It looks like everything is ready.
However, when I imagine that I'll have to lick her pussy contaminated with another man's cum, I feel it so disgusting, and I will not want something like ******* to be inside my mouth.
I also have a real jealousy when I imagine that she would fuck another man for real , and the feeling of jealousy is totally not as enjoyable as that I see in the porn video.
Is cuckolding only something most likely fantasy??
And, for anyone who is experienced in cuckolding, any advice for me?
Now, I have hard time reaching orgasm by having vanilla sex with my wife.
I am also getting bored by just watching video and masturbating