After I (husband) found out I was bi I immediately knew I was attracted to black males and not as a top. Knew I wanted to service a BBC. My first experience, technically, wasn't "bad" but I was not prepared. I was out of town on an overnight business trip. I went online (hookup site) and made arrangements to meet a black male and give him a BJ. I went to his apartment. We quickly got down to things. He walked over to the couch and stripped down to boxers. I walked over, got on my knees in front of him and slowly pulled down hos boxers. His cock was very large. He sat down on the couch and I settled in between his legs and began to service him. I wanted the experience to last so I intentionally made it a very slow, sloppy wet and payed a lot of attention to his balls. I was amazed how big his cock was after it got hard. Every bit of 9 inches and soda very thick. I pulled my jeand down to my knees so I could pleasure myself as well. He interrupted me, got up and walked into the next room. I stayed in position waiting for his return. When he came back he got in behind me, pushed me face down on the couch. I felt the cold lube being poured down the crack of my ass, then a finger found its way into me. Until that moment I was a backdoor virgin, not a finger or even a small toy. He took his finger out and I knew what was coming. I felt the head of his cock start pushing into my ass. I was afraid but I knew my place and wanted to please him. As he actually started to enter me it HURT LIKE HELL! Felt like he was inserting a baseball bat in me. I gripped the cushions hard and burried my face to muffle the noises I was making. After a minute I had tears coming out of my eyes. I don't know how much of his cock he had pushed into me but he started to pull out and back in with a steady pace. At one point I remember feeling his pubic hair touching my ass so I knew he had bottomed out. The steady pace turned into an outright pounding. He started fucking me very hard. I was crying like a baby and it only seemed to make him want to fuck harder. Each time he slammed his cock into me his balls would slap against mine. I concentrated on that and even began counting to try and ignore the pain. I have often read sex stories about girls and guys being fucked in the ass by a BBC. In the stories it starts off painful but they always say the pain turns to pleasure. BULLSHIT! I thought I was dying. Finally he grabbed my hips and shoved his cock in all the way and held it there. I felt his cock twitching and the warm cum being pumped into me. He gave me a towel to clean up, we both dressed and I left. God I was sore the next day and the 2 hour drive back home was very uncomfortable.