Cucks, when did you realize you were bi?

I knew in my early teenage years, how about you?

Same. Noticed when my friend would steal softcore porn mags from the store (Hustler and Hight Society, and the like) and as we were looking at them together he noticed details about the female models I hadn’t noticed. Because I was looking at the guy. Also the first one I saw with a black male model something happened inside me. I couldn’t sleep that night. If I knew anything about masturbation I would have jerked and gone to sleep. I just lied awake all night wishing I was the girl in the photo shoot with him. I’m not trans. I just wanted to be her to have him.
 
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When I was a teenager I became curious what it would be like to suck a black mans cock when I saw pictures of naked black men. There was something about their cock that I felt drawn to. Finally when I was in my twenties I put an ad in a swingers magazine looking for a dominant man to teach me to please him. I got an answer to the ad and met black guy in a motel and sucked him off twice that night. For the most part I feel straight, but I learned that night that I like sucking cock.
 
When I was a teenager I became curious what it would be like to suck a black mans cock when I saw pictures of naked black men. There was something about their cock that I felt drawn to. Finally when I was in my twenties I put an ad in a swingers magazine looking for a dominant man to teach me to please him. I got an answer to the ad and met black guy in a motel and sucked him off twice that night. For the most part I feel straight, but I learned that night that I like sucking cock.
Football locker room growing up as a white minority got me hooked
 
I realized I was "different" many years ago when I was in 5th grade. I used to wear my sisters panties, bras, stockings and skirts and dresses pretending to be a girl every chance I got. when I was in 9th grade I met an older man who seduced me and when I sucked his dick and he sucked my tiny little dick I knew I was hooked.
 
I knew in my early teenage years, how about you?
Myself (husband) and wife have had only limited cuckold experience, mainly due to living in a very rural area with very few black male. But the limited experience did lead me to perform oral on a black male and cleaning up his cum after he finished in my wife. I didn't really consider it a bi experience as much as a natural part of the 3sum with the BBC. But... about a year ago something happened, and now I guess I am bi. As I said we live in a rural area. I drove down to a little spot by the river to take a few casts and relax. As i pulled up to the secluded spot there was a small car parked by the river. I expected another fisherman but got a surprise. I pulled up beside the car and from my much higher truck I could see 2 very young guys, late teens or maybe 20. Both had their pants pulled down to their ankles and were stroking each others cocks. They must have enjoyed putting on a show because they were smiling and kept looking up at me to make sure I was watching. They started taking turns going down on each other sucking cock. I was super horny and began stroking my cock. I got out of my truck and began watching close up through the their passenger window. The boy on my side rolled down his window and reached out. I guided his hand to my cock and he began to stroke it as the other boy gave him head. After a minute I pulled away and opened the door to their car. I stood in the doorway and pulled his head toward my cock. He turned my way and began sucking me as his friend watched. After a few minutes of very good and sloppy head, I reached down and pulled him up and out of the car. I turned him around and made him bend over with his head down in the passenger seat. He was cute, skinny with a tight little butt. I used spit as lube and immediately began trying to shove my cock in his tight little hole. He began wiggling and trying to move forward. I grabbed his hips and kept pushing. I felt the tip of my cock enter him and it felt great! I started moving in and out until I was balls deep. He was super tight and I didn't last long after began fucking hard. I unloaded in his little hole and pulled out. As I pulled up my jeans and xipped up he didn't move. I began rubbing his cute little ass as I watched some of my cum begin to leak out of him. I looked inside and the other boy was jerking off crazy. No one said a word, I got in my truck and drove away...
If any other cuck husbands, bi guys or bulls liked this I have had a couple of experiences since you may enjoy...
 
Since my my first experience (described above) I have found I only have an attraction to young, cute, somewhat fem guys. And I am attracted to them in a dom male role. I see them as I would see and be attracted to a girl. No attraction to guys my age or close. Oh, by the way I am 50. But I have found when it comes to black males I fall into a different role. I am completely sub and will service a BBC on demand...
 
After I (husband) found out I was bi I immediately knew I was attracted to black males and not as a top. Knew I wanted to service a BBC. My first experience, technically, wasn't "bad" but I was not prepared. I was out of town on an overnight business trip. I went online (hookup site) and made arrangements to meet a black male and give him a BJ. I went to his apartment. We quickly got down to things. He walked over to the couch and stripped down to boxers. I walked over, got on my knees in front of him and slowly pulled down hos boxers. His cock was very large. He sat down on the couch and I settled in between his legs and began to service him. I wanted the experience to last so I intentionally made it a very slow, sloppy wet and payed a lot of attention to his balls. I was amazed how big his cock was after it got hard. Every bit of 9 inches and soda very thick. I pulled my jeand down to my knees so I could pleasure myself as well. He interrupted me, got up and walked into the next room. I stayed in position waiting for his return. When he came back he got in behind me, pushed me face down on the couch. I felt the cold lube being poured down the crack of my ass, then a finger found its way into me. Until that moment I was a backdoor virgin, not a finger or even a small toy. He took his finger out and I knew what was coming. I felt the head of his cock start pushing into my ass. I was afraid but I knew my place and wanted to please him. As he actually started to enter me it HURT LIKE HELL! Felt like he was inserting a baseball bat in me. I gripped the cushions hard and burried my face to muffle the noises I was making. After a minute I had tears coming out of my eyes. I don't know how much of his cock he had pushed into me but he started to pull out and back in with a steady pace. At one point I remember feeling his pubic hair touching my ass so I knew he had bottomed out. The steady pace turned into an outright pounding. He started fucking me very hard. I was crying like a baby and it only seemed to make him want to fuck harder. Each time he slammed his cock into me his balls would slap against mine. I concentrated on that and even began counting to try and ignore the pain. I have often read sex stories about girls and guys being fucked in the ass by a BBC. In the stories it starts off painful but they always say the pain turns to pleasure. BULLSHIT! I thought I was dying. Finally he grabbed my hips and shoved his cock in all the way and held it there. I felt his cock twitching and the warm cum being pumped into me. He gave me a towel to clean up, we both dressed and I left. God I was sore the next day and the 2 hour drive back home was very uncomfortable.
 
I didn’t know until I sucked a bbc through a gloryhole at 30. I was probably in denial up until then - had fantasies as a teen about sucking friends cocks and tried to suck my own cock regularly mainly cumming into my mouth or on my face. Wish I’d have tasted cock much earlier
If you were at a GH then you knew you were bi before you even sucked a dick.
 
I was a masturbation junky. Had a long term girlfriend in college/graduate school. Was clinically depressed and had very little sex at a time we should have been ducking like rabbits. I began going to bookstores for relief - all hetero porn. I began to realize what gloryholes were for - thought originally they were just for peeping at your neighbor - so naive. As I said - I was probably in denial and on that day thought I was going to get a blowjob. When I saw that throbbing enormous cock I immediately realized I was bi as I desperately sucked his cock for the load
 
A friend who was a couple years older than me and I used to fool around getting naked, then looking at penthouse and reading the stories. Eventually one day he offered to swap sucking each other so we could see what it was like. We kept it up saying we were just helping each other out. I came to realize that I enjoyed it and just sorrt of owned it from then on. I don't tell a lot of people that I'm bi, and I'm not effeminate or very into effeminate men. I just enjoy sucking cock as much as I enjoy pussy or other sexy activities.
 
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