I have only had one man in my life for sex and married him. I am Asian and he is white. He is 20 years older than me and has lost interest and his 4" hard on for sex with me. I havent had sex in years, never had a baby I have wanted my whole life. Had many fantasies, most are about black men and their sexual virility. So now I am about to meet a black man I have chatted with and feel like I am in heat for him. I stopped taking birth control years ago and if I fuck this guy it will be bare. If I get pregnant, i know it wont be good for my relationship, but I am hoping my life long dream of motherhood can finally come true, with a beautiful half black, half Asian baby. Im gonna go for it and actually hope it will happen.