So let me try to explain our situation...
My wife and I are 38 and have been married for 15 years and together for 18. She’s 5’4” with 36DD and an amazing ass. At first I was very obsessive/protective and it almost cost us our relationship. It wasn’t until we had our first baby in 2011 that things started to change. She had a guy friend that she grew up with and would mess around in there teens. I was fully aware of there past, but my own issues would play a factor in the last 11 years. So I’ve had a problem with prohibited chemical and it was on and off throughout this decade. My grandfather was diagnosed with prostate cancer and I had a hard time processing it. I relapsed it 2012 and told my wife after plenty arguments, she was mad.
So one night in I think August of 2012 this friend of hers came by to ******* beer or whatever I was tired and my ******* was falling asleep so I took him to bed. A couple weeks pass and everything is great, we end up getting extasy and get super honest and she tells me they fucked in the master bathroom 10’ from where I was sleeping. I was mad but that was the first time I felt that feeling of jealousy and turned on but said nothing.
Two weeks later I tell her I wish I caught em and she kinda wanted me to as well. Fast forward 11 years plenty of partying and stuff now she feels I don’t love her unless she’s fucked by someone else which is so far from the truth. It’s been a year and I need to figure out a way to make her realize I love her more than ever?
My wife and I are 38 and have been married for 15 years and together for 18. She’s 5’4” with 36DD and an amazing ass. At first I was very obsessive/protective and it almost cost us our relationship. It wasn’t until we had our first baby in 2011 that things started to change. She had a guy friend that she grew up with and would mess around in there teens. I was fully aware of there past, but my own issues would play a factor in the last 11 years. So I’ve had a problem with prohibited chemical and it was on and off throughout this decade. My grandfather was diagnosed with prostate cancer and I had a hard time processing it. I relapsed it 2012 and told my wife after plenty arguments, she was mad.
So one night in I think August of 2012 this friend of hers came by to ******* beer or whatever I was tired and my ******* was falling asleep so I took him to bed. A couple weeks pass and everything is great, we end up getting extasy and get super honest and she tells me they fucked in the master bathroom 10’ from where I was sleeping. I was mad but that was the first time I felt that feeling of jealousy and turned on but said nothing.
Two weeks later I tell her I wish I caught em and she kinda wanted me to as well. Fast forward 11 years plenty of partying and stuff now she feels I don’t love her unless she’s fucked by someone else which is so far from the truth. It’s been a year and I need to figure out a way to make her realize I love her more than ever?