I am now pussyfree for about 8 years. By chance it was filmed and I can stil review video how I penetrated for the last time my girlfriend at the time. The video ends where she penetrates me with a strap on. Since then I never penetrated a girl nor a guy. Finding that my life without having to perform as a male and the psychological peace it gives me my sexual identity changed completely. I discovered the joy of anal, followed by learning how to have sex with a man. I became a total bottom and after exploring the anal ways to orgasm by stimulation of the external sphincter, prostate gland and the internal sphincter I learned to orgasm only through anal and having sissygasm that way with a soft penis.
In the mean I started to crave cock and semen from other men, tot be fucked, swallow their cum and receive it in my boypusssy and experiencing
the physical addiction to their semen in my body as the psychological addiction of being bred, protected, led and dominated. By only using my penis to pee it lost completely its reproductive function and my penis and testicles shrieked a lot by not using them anymore. Also erections are seldom, not very hard an of short duration. I can masturbate by circling around the head of my penis, stroking it with 2 fingers in a almost soft state or stimulate it with a magic wand from Hitatchi in combination with wearing a wet diaper. Know I also feel a funny sensation in my pelvic floor and my anus gets automatically soft when I gave thoughts or see a nice cock. I would never go back to hetero sex...
