I was pussy free for five years. A year into our marriage, my wife started going out to bars with her friends, often without me. I started jacking off to what/who she might be doing, always asking her what she did, if anything happened, etc. I encouraged her to dance with other men, since I can’t dance. She always said nothing happened. After a few years, our sex life dwindled and stopped. She instructed me to stay home because it was easier if we just went out alone with her friends. I must have watched her get dressed up and put on makeup hundreds of times for girls nights—including nights she stayed with friends or didn’t come home, and work or girl trips out of town. Before we had ******* there was a five year period she denied me any sex, period. I asked her to cuck me, encouraged her if an opportunity presented itself, but she said nothing ever happened. After we had *******, she eventually admitted to fucking three guys back then, making out with a few here and there, but it’s hard to believe that was all, in a decade of going out, including those 5 years I was completely sex free. Maybe there was an affair, maybe just a bunch of random men. I suspect she is into (or was addicted to) confident and dominant straight men who just take charge and fuck, and then disappear. She loves me 100%, but I am your basic bisexual beta sissy lol.