Point of no return to being straight

Thank you for the well thought out reply! I have them in my possession but reading about rare instances of death in first time users is fucking up my deep desire to feel the euphoria. Honestly I’ve never had a doctor tell me my ******* pressure is anything other than right on point, but my big worry comes from the fact that I vape heavily. I know it’s caused changes to my heart which is what worries me. I’m really on the fence on if I want tonight to be the first time I try them. When I read that they simultaneously cause ******* pressure to drop and heart rate to speed up, that’s fucking scary… I guess, bottom line question: have you known or heard of anyone where *because they vape* they had a scary near death deal or worse as a result of inhaling poppers?
 
Thank you for the well thought out reply! I have them in my possession but reading about rare instances of death in first time users is fucking up my deep desire to feel the euphoria. Honestly I’ve never had a doctor tell me my ******* pressure is anything other than right on point, but my big worry comes from the fact that I vape heavily. I know it’s caused changes to my heart which is what worries me. I’m really on the fence on if I want tonight to be the first time I try them. When I read that they simultaneously cause ******* pressure to drop and heart rate to speed up, that’s fucking scary… I guess, bottom line question: have you known or heard of anyone where *because they vape* they had a scary near death deal or worse as a result of inhaling poppers?
I vape - mix my own juice which is 1.5 to 2x the nicotine content of a JUUL. I also enjoy viagra/cialis - gooning, edging , masturbating to five to eight orgasms in a session. I’ve poppered while taking either cialis or viagra - the issue is that both reduce your ******* pressure. I’ve only done this lying down - so that if I was dizzy I wouldn’t fall. I did not experience this at all. I’m by no means saying this is a safe activity - i can only say that I haven’t had any side effects other than the irritation to my sinus throat and lungs.

one of the sensations from the poppers is your heart beating very forcefully in your chest - per se this is a normal reaction. If you have a Fitbit, Apple Watch or a work out watch with chest strap you can monitor your heart rate.
 
My suggestion would be to wet tissues with the poppers and put those tissues in a ziplock bag. As you do this and smell the poppers (you can’t help this as the smell is very strong) - if you’re susceptible to the popper allure - you will feel flushed and and want sex but not as intensely as you will when you breath in their smell. Prepare whatever scene you’re going to use for sex - masturbation or sex with a partner. if you are susceptible you will probably feel like you want to have anal sex - when ever I do them the desire to be mounted and fucked senseless is overwhelming. you may lose your erection - cockrings - pumps help if your edging.

hope this is helpful.

you probably want to breathe in the fumes through your mouth. I almost always get a stuffy nose immediately if I’m breathing through my nose. Afrin helps but is also very rough on the sinus tissue - poppers are very rough on your sinus, you throat, your lungs - it’s quite irritating to the tissues. This has never made me want to stop but you need to figure out how much you can take without damage. Also you can be desensitized to them if you use them too frequently - this has happened to me. The incredible rush I used to have doesn’t happen any more - sad
Poppers are amazing!
 
Asianlovercuck is absolutely right.
The desire to be mounted will be so strong as to allow
2 or 3 guys to fuck and cum inside you,

And you probably will be limp, but so what.
You dicklet is clit now, you're not going to be fucking anyone.
Your orgasms will be prostate based (not penis based) similar
to that of a woman.
 
Asianlovercuck is absolutely right.
The desire to be mounted will be so strong as to allow
2 or 3 guys to fuck and cum inside you,

And you probably will be limp, but so what.
You dicklet is clit now, you're not going to be fucking anyone.
Your orgasms will be prostate based (not penis based) similar
to that of a woman.
Exactly!
 
It’s awesome that she stayed with you though and that you decided you still wanted to stay with her. That sounds like my dream scenario. Wife for the emotional support/soul mate side, but free to satisfy other cravings..
We definitely have a strong relationship with each other. I am not free to seek out BBC though we do have the strap on and I have my stockings and lingerie collection.
 
For me it was when I started hooking up with guys solo. Up until that point it was always experimenting in 3somes or group play…I started considering myself bi, when I got on Grindr and started hooking up with guys solo. Mind you I’m still very much into women, but BBC is a very close second…
I need to get on Grindr. I can't open the account for some reason. it's an iPhone error apparently.
 
What was your point of no return to being straight? I have had many milestones that I could justify as just being a straight guy who was experimenting. Most I justified by saying I would try it once and then go back to my hetero life, whether it was sucking a dick or getting fucked for the first time.
That all changed once I started fooling around with BBC, I was hooked. The first time I sucked a BBC I was in heaven. Taking a BBC in my ass pushed me closer to that point of no return. But the real experience that made me know there was no going back was when I was dressed in my wife's lingerie, my little clit all caged, getting pounded and I experienced my first sissygasm. A real man making me cum like the sissy faggot bitch that I am was definitely my point of no return.
What's yours?
My point of no return was when a bbc shemale fucked me and came in my ass. Hooked on BBC after that no turning back after that for me.
 
Even before I got fucked and cummed-in, I was using dildos frequently,
to the point of not even being able to orgasm without something substantial
shoved up my hole. I didn't tell my wife Christine that 'cause I was embarrassed.

But I think that was a tipping point on my journey of transitioning to becoming
a total bottom.
 

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Even before I got fucked and cummed-in, I was using dildos frequently,
to the point of not even being able to orgasm without something substantial
shoved up my hole. I didn't tell my wife Christine that 'cause I was embarrassed.

But I think that was a tipping point on my journey of transitioning to becoming
a total bottom.
I cum a lot easier with my big plug in as well.
 
I guess I'm a bit surprised at your reaction.
Speaking for myself, after you let another guy fuck, then impregnate your wife...
then allow yourself to be mounted and cummed in, you don't feel a lot of self-worth
and confidence. I basically did as I was told. And still do.
I'm surprised someone wouldn't have self worth or self protection at the very beginning ?
 
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I'm surprised someone wouldn't have self worth or self protection at the very beginning ?
Well even before we got into the lifestyle, I would go to adult bookstores.
In the booths, guys would put their cock next to mine. The difference was stark.
Large cocks, 7 or more inches, with big purple mushroom heads next to this
little uncut clit-like thing. Then they'd jizz all over it and/ or in my face.
That was my beginning. What exactly was supposed to give me self-worth?
 
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Well even before we got into the lifestyle, I would go to adult bookstores.
In the booths, guys would put their cock next to mine. It difference was stark.
Large cocks, 7 or more inches, with big purple mushroom heads next to this
little uncut clit-like thing. Then they'd jizz all over it and/ or in my face.
That was my beginning. What exactly was supposed to give me self-worth?
Self worth is taught at home as a baby. By a Parent or Role Model sometimes a relative sometimes not. You CAN have Self worth and want to be jizzed on or play with another cock?
I'm a sub what I want in my head is pretty severe to me.
But In order to go there I need trust from my lady and the people we meet so I don't end up in a suitcase.
 
Even before I got fucked and cummed-in, I was using dildos frequently,
to the point of not even being able to orgasm without something substantial
shoved up my hole. I didn't tell my wife Christine that 'cause I was embarrassed.

But I think that was a tipping point on my journey of transitioning to becoming
a total bottom.
I feel the same way now. I can't cum unless my nipples are played with, or I'm dong something to my ass.
 
I"m happy to report, that about a week ago, I met someone on KIK and he invited me to his house. We met, got to know each other. He got me naked to inspect me, and was happy. he's a bit older, and a little hairier than I'd want, but nice size tool and clean , another fam man like me.

well, we kept in touch and told me today Friday, he was off, so I cleared my morning. Long story short, he came over, made me blow him, faced banged me well, for about an hour, worked my tight hole and eventually banged me for a good 10-15 min solid. I almost had my first true untouched sissygasm but I didn't. I leaked a very little bit. He gave me my very first Cream Pie. Something I never thought I'd do. I put on my panties, and I'm wearing it for the rest of the day like a badge of honor.

Like a good bottom, I've been on a liquid diet since Wednesday and kept up with my entire body shaving that started on halloween. He wants to meet once a week so let's see how it goes. maybe it'll make my clit smaller, ?! who knows.
 
I"m happy to report, that about a week ago, I met someone on KIK and he invited me to his house. We met, got to know each other. He got me naked to inspect me, and was happy. he's a bit older, and a little hairier than I'd want, but nice size tool and clean , another fam man like me.

well, we kept in touch and told me today Friday, he was off, so I cleared my morning. Long story short, he came over, made me blow him, faced banged me well, for about an hour, worked my tight hole and eventually banged me for a good 10-15 min solid. I almost had my first true untouched sissygasm but I didn't. I leaked a very little bit. He gave me my very first Cream Pie. Something I never thought I'd do. I put on my panties, and I'm wearing it for the rest of the day like a badge of honor.

Like a good bottom, I've been on a liquid diet since Wednesday and kept up with my entire body shaving that started on halloween. He wants to meet once a week so let's see how it goes. maybe it'll make my clit smaller, ?! who knows.
Good for you. You’ll get that hands free sissy orgasm before you know it.
 
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