I must admit, my ex-wife slowly lost respect for me as I became more submissive, more openly bi and became inclined to wear womens lingerie/ be sissified during sex. Originally she started cheating on me knowing how jealous/ angry I would become and that turned her on. But as I became more comfortable with her with other men and then encouraged it, I started to become a lot more submissive and someone she was no longer sexually interested in. In her eyes I was meant to want to beat the ******* out of the guy with jealousy, not suck his cock as a sign of my submissiveness.
At first she went along with it, and suggested we change the dynamic of our relationship with her using a strap on with me, prostate milking, consuming my own cum etc. but within a couple of years she said she just couldn't see me in the same way she used to. She said she had no problem with gay sex, but the fact I was always the bottom/ submissive said thats what changed the way she saw me, and yes, she did say, she just didn't respect me like she used to seeing me being used by alpha's. Funnily, she had no problem with her being used by them but did have an issue with me.
My count wife has no problem at all with it, yes, she says, now she has seen me used by other men, it has changed the way she sees me, but in a bad way, just that she now sees me in a way no one else ever gets too.