Hi! Lisa here. We'll be leaving later today. Hubby's taking care of some last minute business and I'm getting ready to check out of the room. I'll be leaving here very sore,a reminder to me of how much fun I've had here.
It might seem odd for me to say this,but I suspect that my hubby's gotten even more out of the events of the past few weeks than I have.
We've been together for a long time,long enough that we're settled in to every aspect of our relationship and our lives together to the extent that nothing has changed in years.
It seems to me that there might be some changes in the air now,for the first time in a very long time. Most of it has more to do with him than with me. He's always telling me that I should write about my experiences from my own perspective,and I'm going to tell him the same thing. I guess I just did.
I'm not sure where things will go from here. Most of the change I'm seeing in him is subtle,but it's still change. For example,I've always sneaked kisses after sucking other men's,of course black men's cocks. It's always been kind of a gotcha thing,one of the things you have to be prepared to tolerate if you marry a whore,as he did. His usual response has always been that the one quick kiss is all I get until I go brush my teeth. Not so much lately. My whoring seems to benefit him even more than me. I'm serious! Sloppy seconds or beyond has always been what excites him the most. I know that. Since I've been so sore,I've been putting some limits on how much I let him play with me. I've done that during some other periods too,but he responds differently now.
I'll tell one more thing. It's kind of a biggie,and I'll let him address it when he's ready.
After a man or men are finished with me,he likes to observe every detail of how I look,feel,and smell. I have no problem with that and I always do my best to accommodate him. He's reacting differently during those times lately.