Prob more deviant thingsDo you think that's just it? Or there is going to be more deviant things that keep getting added?
It's what he really wants too. I've got this.Lisa is becoming more dominant. She is calling the shots. Good for her as powerful women should. She has the pussy so she controls.
After taking some time to think about it,I'll say that there's no hurry to add much to our activity. The best way I can describe what I'm doing now is that I'm showing Hubby what's been going on through the years when he hasn't been around. He's close enough to see me enjoying black men and them enjoying me,but he can't affect what happens or doesn't happen.Do you think that's just it? Or there is going to be more deviant things that keep getting added?
How have things been getting on?Lisa's managed to position herself like she wants again. She gets help from others,including me in the process,but she knows what she's doing and how to get it done.
I'm into my eleventh week of being denied penetration,which changes my perspective on what I see. I've always looked at Lisa,watched her ass as she walks and that sort of thing,and been aroused by my awareness of her experience and capabilities. The fact that she's all black all the time,and I don't get my sloppy seconds anymore,is something I have mixed feelings about. The all black all the time part's something I've been used to for a long time,with the exception of my privileges. Never first or fresh wasn't such a big deal,but I like my sloppy seconds. We've talked,and it's possible that I might get that privilege back at some point in the future,but she says it's better to keep things as they are for the time being.
Good. Getting used to the new reality,and enjoying it.How have things been getting on?
Something's been happening recently that's reminiscent of our time in Germany. Black men are groping Lisa in public and semi-public places more frequently than at any time since then. Like then,they cover for each other and block the view of most observers while they take turns groping her freely. Also like then,it's obvious to anybody who's paying attention what's going on,and the extent to which it affects Lisa. She can be brought to orgasm quickly when she's getting that kind of attention and dark hands are exploring her intimately. She describes it as giving her a delightfully whorish feeling. She's almost apologetic,though I don't think she should be,in her admission that it's probably evidence of her selfishness. She's explained that sometimes things are the way they are according to what a person gets used to,and that she was really spoiled by black guys from the beginning. Any situation that reminds Lisa of that time brings out the best in her.