Hubby here.
I think Lisa's having a writer's block. She says that she thinks about things she wants to write,but that when she gets a little time to write,she doesn't know where to start. I also think she's been reading other people's material,and expects hers to compete with,or match it in some ways. I'm doing my best to persuade her that her viewpoint is unique,and that it's not necessary or desirable for her writing to compare to others,whether they're non-fictional or fictional.
Some things she's voiced concerns to me about that I might be able to explain,and I'll try to keep it as simple as possible, are:She thinks many views and expressions professed on cuckold sites are racist,and wonders why. As both of us have explained in detail,her initial experiences with black men happened in a natural way,just living. Her words,"It's what I'm used to. It's who I am."
She doesn't know how to define every emotion or motivation she has. I doubt that's necessary.
Example:A definite time when she realized that she wanted as much black sex as she could get,was while she was pregnant. Why? She doesn't know. We planned for her to have our baby,and she did. While she was pregnant,and really from that point on,she has concentrated on black sex. I've asked many times if she's ever fantasized about being pregnant by a black man. Her answer has always been similar to this:"I don't think I've ever fantasized about it,but I've thought about it a lot when I thought I was. It wasn't always sexual,or even positive,because I knew there would be complicated issues to work through. But,I knew that I would give birth to my baby. That's for sure."
There's a connection between motherhood and an elevated libido for Lisa,and there seems to be a strong interracial element involved in it too.
I'm hoping that Lisa can get on with her descriptions of things that happened soon. Others can imagine what they wish,know,or think they might know about why.
I think Lisa's having a writer's block. She says that she thinks about things she wants to write,but that when she gets a little time to write,she doesn't know where to start. I also think she's been reading other people's material,and expects hers to compete with,or match it in some ways. I'm doing my best to persuade her that her viewpoint is unique,and that it's not necessary or desirable for her writing to compare to others,whether they're non-fictional or fictional.
Some things she's voiced concerns to me about that I might be able to explain,and I'll try to keep it as simple as possible, are:She thinks many views and expressions professed on cuckold sites are racist,and wonders why. As both of us have explained in detail,her initial experiences with black men happened in a natural way,just living. Her words,"It's what I'm used to. It's who I am."
She doesn't know how to define every emotion or motivation she has. I doubt that's necessary.
Example:A definite time when she realized that she wanted as much black sex as she could get,was while she was pregnant. Why? She doesn't know. We planned for her to have our baby,and she did. While she was pregnant,and really from that point on,she has concentrated on black sex. I've asked many times if she's ever fantasized about being pregnant by a black man. Her answer has always been similar to this:"I don't think I've ever fantasized about it,but I've thought about it a lot when I thought I was. It wasn't always sexual,or even positive,because I knew there would be complicated issues to work through. But,I knew that I would give birth to my baby. That's for sure."
There's a connection between motherhood and an elevated libido for Lisa,and there seems to be a strong interracial element involved in it too.
I'm hoping that Lisa can get on with her descriptions of things that happened soon. Others can imagine what they wish,know,or think they might know about why.