(Last?) Update.
I took advantage of opportunities that presented themselves this weekend. Lots of firsts for me.

Lots of questions were answered. I had a lot of fun. Probably the most fun experience I have had in my life in a lot of ways. I don't think this is going to turn into a "thing" for me.

I am not saying I wouldn't do it again. And if I ever end up single again I would definitely consider hooking up with or dating a black guy.

I don't feel any guilt (yet) but that might change.
I DO feel really embarrassed. Like any of my friends that I have seen since know what happened even though they don't. Hopefully that will go away soon...

Anywayyyys... this website was... and experience lol thanks for all the helpful people!
 
(Last?) Update.
I took advantage of opportunities that presented themselves this weekend. Lots of firsts for me.

Lots of questions were answered. I had a lot of fun. Probably the most fun experience I have had in my life in a lot of ways. I don't think this is going to turn into a "thing" for me.

I am not saying I wouldn't do it again. And if I ever end up single again I would definitely consider hooking up with or dating a black guy.

I don't feel any guilt (yet) but that might change.
I DO feel really embarrassed. Like any of my friends that I have seen since know what happened even though they don't. Hopefully that will go away soon...

Anywayyyys... this website was... and experience lol thanks for all the helpful people!
wooow amazing experience! thanks for sharing!
 
(Last?) Update.
I took advantage of opportunities that presented themselves this weekend. Lots of firsts for me.

Lots of questions were answered. I had a lot of fun. Probably the most fun experience I have had in my life in a lot of ways. I don't think this is going to turn into a "thing" for me.

I am not saying I wouldn't do it again. And if I ever end up single again I would definitely consider hooking up with or dating a black guy.

I don't feel any guilt (yet) but that might change.
I DO feel really embarrassed. Like any of my friends that I have seen since know what happened even though they don't. Hopefully that will go away soon...

Anywayyyys... this website was... and experience lol thanks for all the helpful people!
Hey beautiful how are you doing so far?
 
This was very interesting to read im extremely intrigued at this point. Erica ur 21 going on 22. U have plenty of time to figure that out in life ur still super young. Unless he is planning on proposing tomorrow keep ur options open. I totally understand yall are serious however u will regret it later in life when u have 5 ******* and ur body has changed, if u dont experience more and or at least watch that type of porn and see if it's something u can go through with. If the porn turns u on then it may be something to further explore. I'm not saying cheat however try watching porn first then go from there and see where it takes u. Porn usually opens up ur desire more to try these new feelings ur having. When I was ur age I had a one track mind and that was black women. However since I've been older and had my first snow bunny I haven't been the same I crave it like a crackhead needing his fix lmaooo no offense. Also I'm curious have you and ur bf ever sat down and discussed yalls sexual desires and what u like and don't like or want to try in the bedroom? Honest question. If u haven't then Mayne that's something yall might want to do soon before yall keep going because u don't want to end up in a boring marriage and all ur friends are telling u how much fun they have. Just a thought tell me what u think.
 
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