Not so much now, but in the beginning yes I thought about it many times. I would fantasize about living with him especially the few times I spent at his place. At home I lived in a 6000 sq ft home, but at his apt in the projects I was living sexual bliss. He would dress me as a slut and take me to local clubs, there where other married white sluts there too. He always made me feel like a slut, which I love. He would expose me to others. When at his apartment I was naked all the time and he shared me with friends. It was hard going home to a normal life. Sometimes I still have regrets.
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