As it should ... for the cuck, that's the whole idea of voluntary, cuckold relationships ... the rollercoaster ride of emotions; jealousy, envy, sympathy, excitement, anger, revenge, etc are often mixed into that powerball pill of emotions. Some guys love that emotional surge, and some guys don't handle it too well. One hint that it might agree with you, however, is that tent you get, in the front of your trousers, when you learn/know that your woman is getting banged (and enjoying it) by another man.
It's hard to explain, actually, and women are often confused by their man's desire that they cuckold them.
You should become concerned and cautious when the bull starts taking your wife off for weekends, spending a lot of time alone with her, your wife starts taking her bull's suggestions over yours, or your wife loses interest in having any sexual relationship with you.
There's a way to make a voluntary cuckold relationship work for
everyone involved; its when one of the three become unhappy or dissatisfied that problems usually arise. Mac