Hello, I decided to sign up here to maybe get some advice from others or if anything else just enjoy the fun online. I have had a fantasy of being with a real bbc for years and have never actually followed through with meeting with someone. I am married, have been for a little over a year and this sexual appetite doesn’t seem to escape me. I absolutely love my husband and he okay I guess in bed but when im alone and horny I always start thinking about interracial porn, gang bangs, threeways etc. Just being shared in general. I have tried to talk to my husband a few times about maybe exploring our sex life into new areas like a threesome but he is strongly against it. We grew up on traditional values and he sorta isn’t open minded at all. I haven’t cheated but sometimes I have strong urges to just go ahead and fulfill my curiosity. I just need something more fulfilling than what I have and my fantasy is getting blacked. Am I just crazy? Is this a common dilemma? Should I just go ahead and fuck someone? Im 29 and from Charlotte NC.