I went through the pussyfree phase after being caged by another lady and having my dick shrunk. So far, I was more productive at work and doing chores. She later seduced me into pegging and I started liking it as my only sexual relief. Finally, I got progressively involved in indirect cleanups, then involuntary and voluntary balls sucking, and finally cock sucking and cleaning. At the end, she asked one of her bulls to fuck me during a confusing gangbang. That was my embarrassing first sissygasm in front of a bunch of people. After that, I had the choice between embracing my sissy side or breaking away altogether. I chose the latter and slowly recover my manliness and married. I think I would be by now a complete sissy if I succumbed to the pleasure of anal orgasms. But I must say I still feel a bit vulnerable at the thought or look of bbc. I'm definitely a cuckold and want to stay so.