I have a white boyfriend and the guys I fuck besides him are 99% black. Normally I'll always look at the black guy at the party and I'll probably end up giving him my nice ass. I feel something completely sexual for black guys, some woke friend told me that it is a type of racism, I don't see it that way, I don't know why it is like that, it just happens to me that way.
Sometimes I like some white guy enough to fuck him but it's less and less common, and about my boyfriend, well, I met him, I liked him and he wanted something more, I decided to give him a chance, but very soon I told him that I didn't want a conventional relationship, I told him very clear the rules, I could fuck other guys but I wanted him to be exclusive to me and he accepted. I really love him and I'm comfortable with him, but honestly the sex is not half as fun as with some black friend of my stalwarts.