What were your reactions the first time you watched your wife take BBC?
well for me it was
Anyone else nervous when she first touched?
nervous is hardly the word,,,,, the first time was by far not her first time she had been cheating on me for months, i wanted to watch but didnt want them to know i was firstly consenting to it, and didnt want them to know i knew all about her cheating, it took me ages to agree to let her do it, i lost count of the times she arranged it and i would back out, When we talked about it and i was aroused i would agree to let her do it and then when the time came and she was all dressed and ready to leave the house i would back out, it caused no end of rows, and i got a lot of stick from her, in the end she said dont ever mention it again unless your prepared to fucking let me do it, i knew she wanted to involve me and i knew she only wanted me to agree to it because she wanted it more than i did.
Every time we had sex she would bring it up despite telling me never to mention it, she knew i wanted it as well because she would tell me things about her fucking cheating knowing how excited it made me.
one night after a night out when she had been chatting to one guuy who she had been cheating with, she was teasing me saying "perhaps you would like me to go home with him and tell you all about it when i get home, we were in this pub and she was stroking my cock under the table while talking to me, i so wanted her to fuck him and do that, she kept saying, "Shall I?" and then "i will tell you everything, just imagine what the sex wil be like when i get home" she was teasing me promising how good the sex would be when she had done it"
she knew from talking with her having sex how it was arousing me and i still wouldnt agree to let her go
that night when we got home, i admitted that i wished i had agreed and let her go, and found my self agreeing she should arrange a date with him for the following weekend, every night we had sex and she talked about it, as i admit i encouraged it.
i was getting more and more worried as weekend approached, on the Saturday she even got me to go shopping with her to pick out an outfit and she picked a short minidress which was literally no wider than a belt, i am very much a high heel lover and i picked a pair of high heels and she approved despite the height of them when she tried them on in the shop she said if i liked them she would wear them for her date
we went home she had her mate come round to do her hair and nails that afternoon, the dress was to short to wear stockings with suspenders and i wanted her to wear stockings, she said she would wear crutchless fish net tights which looked so sexy when she tried them on,
i was starting to get my head round the fact she was going on a date with this black guy who she had been cheating on me with she got ready early and was sitting drinking a large vodka half an hour before he was due to pick her up, i was asking her more about him andher telling me things about him and how they had fucked and i ended up shooting my load listening to her,,, when he pulled up outside she went to go and i bottled it again, she came to me over and said it would be fine dont worry, look ive even left my knickers off just how you said you wanted me to go this afternoon, i was still telling her i wanted her to go but my stomach was churning thinking about it and him fucking her, about 5 minutes passed and i heard him blow his horn out side, she went to the window and waved at him, then she asked me to step aside she wasnt going be pissed about any more she was going, she opened the door left me stood there speechless and shaking with nerves
i couldnt go outside and stop her because she had told him i was away, and that had been paart of our preplanning was that she was going bring him home so that i could secretly watch from outside through the patio doors, to the point i had even parked the car in another street so he would think i was away
Terrified is how i could summarise that first time!!!!