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Same thing for me too and also over 20 years ago. It was in a subway bathroom in a black neighborhood. I had been jerking to IR porn for a couple of years and I was getting so desperate to taste Black cock but also extremely nervous on many levels. I needed a safe, anonymous way to test my lust for Black Cock. Maybe it was just in my head and reality would snap me out of it. I found out about the gloryhole online and went there one afternoon quivering with suspense over what I would do if anything happened. Nervous is an understatement. I wasn't in the stall more than 2 minutes until this beautiful, uncut Black cock starts poking through. I hadn't given a finger signal, I was just sitting there watching discretely but anxiously as Black hands unzipped a fly and this confident Black Man assumed he owned whatever mouth was on the other side. He didn't even piss first. He was there to use a cocksucker's mouth. Had he seen me go into the stall, I wondered?

This sight of that very dark and thick hooded cock slowly emerging on my side of the wall was mesmerizing! All my anxiety and fear vanished. Like in a trance, I reacted on autopilot, leaned forward and tasted my first Black cock (my first cock period). The feel of him in my mouth was so exquisite and his shiny brown head was already slick with honey-sweet precum. Those 5 min or so of sucking this Black stranger's cock gave me an incredible cocksucker's high! As I lost myself in the delirium of pleasing this superior cock there was no doubt in my mind I would swallow his cum. I needed his DNA in me and the thick, rich load he dumped in my mouth tasted so good I sat there for a while afterward holding some of his sperm in my mouth and knowing I would crave this for life. All the way home on the subway I swished his semen around my mouth wondering who he was and who I was now. That first taste of anonymous Black Cock remains indelibly etched in my white boi mind.

Did it make me gay? I don't really care what others may label it, but it didn't change the way I dress or act in daily life or make me interested in stereotypical gay stuff. If I were gay I think I'd be into whites too, but I can't work up much enthusiasm for beta bois. That gloryhole experience was a pivotal first step that helped me cope with my white boi fears over submitting to Black Men. It began my realization of my true place as their devoted servant and freed me from a lot of hangups and pretenses that we white boys have about ourselves. It just took one Black Cock (and some IR porn pre-conditioning) to unlock a desire that seemed to be deeper than sexual, certainly deeper than the sexual drives I'd known before. Even though I didn't consciously understand then how complete and joyful my surrender would become, my boi-dick had been spurting out messages for years telling me to submit and find real fulfillment in serving Black Men. I started spending a lot more time Black neighborhood bathrooms after that. I did go back to that gloryhole soon after but a white dick presented its comparative lameness and I just left. I don't need what I already have.
That’s how I started - sucking a bbc through a gloryhole in a pornbooth- crave cock and bottom sex since then
 
Hey man, I get it. Cuckolding and BBC used to be a shared fantasy for my ex wife and I but it never went beyond that. Now that I'm divorced I've been doing a lot of soul searching and figuring out what my true desires have been all along but been afraid to admit to myself. I really want to submit and be used by a dominant "real man" as you say. I still get off on the cuckold/BBC/hotwife thing. But now, what I really want is the big cock all to myself. I want to worship, please and serve a BBC bull. Yet I'm still having trouble reconciling that with my real life, and all the things that go along with that.

Once you allow yourself to open up to your true nature and feel able to act on it, an entire new world will open up for you. I understand what you are saying. For years I told myself, it's because it's what my wife wants. I've gone into the details here about what convinced me to identify as bi, but the basic realization is it was what I wanted, for myself. My wife and I talked about it at length. She said she knew it was what makes me happy and is why she "******" me to do do it. What a wonderful woman she is!
 
I started sucking several of my ex-wifes regular bulls once they were a couple. I enjoyed showing her and him how much I submitted and showing her how much I accepted how much better and bigger his cock was, that he was her primary lover and that I acknowledged his hung cock and cum pleased her more than I could; I was cool and ok with her telling him in front of me how much better he was than me, and accepting my wife wanted him to cum inside her bareback regardless of my feelings and he could take her without protest in front of me and possibly prepare or pretend to breed her if she or she wanted. I would take care of the baby and accept him as a fixture in our life..Thats how much her regular bulls meant to her and us... For him it was a show of submission as a white cuckold that pleased my wife more than I could and I that I was submitted to him as her bull, lover that he was the dominate lover for her, my acceptance and to show how much I accepted his superior cock and cum satisfied her better than mine and was welcome anytime he or she wanted to breed, mate or take my wifes pussy with his superior cock. It wasnt enough he fucked her right beside me and they both humilated me and told each other how much they loved or felt...Me sucking her bulls cock regularly was a visual and physical act of submission and acknowledgement to both of them on a primal level that left no doubt to her my acceptance of him and her feelings for him, my role and for him that I accepted his role for her..and by doing it often made them feel comfortable and more at ease, thus encouraging their coupling more frequently and allowing more freedom for them to develop and evolve a relationship together and me to experience it with them. It also helped make my wife feel more comfortable at being dominate over me when he was around and more at ease in allowing me to lick her and him when they were together, face sit and for her to more easily explore and admit her feelings and desires to me about her needs, feelings and actually put me in a place in her mind to allow those feelings to flourish since she didn't have to worry about me being jealous or dominate or interfering, she knew she could feel and allow herself to take the relationship as far as it could without hesitance or worry that it would go too far between them because I showed her and him how much I care, accept, and enjoy participating in their pleasure.... It allowed a lot of role play in various areas and bonds to grow between us all with a regular boyfriend in the mix who enjoyed humiliating me in front of her and encouraging her to participate in order to further gain control over us as a couple and as a further show of his masulinity and my submission thus leading to him mating and taking her more frequently without guilt or doubt.
 
I started sucking several of my ex-wifes regular bulls once they were a couple. I enjoyed showing her and him how much I submitted and showing her how much I accepted how much better and bigger his cock was, that he was her primary lover and that I acknowledged his hung cock and cum pleased her more than I could; I was cool and ok with her telling him in front of me how much better he was than me, and accepting my wife wanted him to cum inside her bareback regardless of my feelings and he could take her without protest in front of me and possibly prepare or pretend to breed her if she or she wanted. I would take care of the baby and accept him as a fixture in our life..Thats how much her regular bulls meant to her and us... For him it was a show of submission as a white cuckold that pleased my wife more than I could and I that I was submitted to him as her bull, lover that he was the dominate lover for her, my acceptance and to show how much I accepted his superior cock and cum satisfied her better than mine and was welcome anytime he or she wanted to breed, mate or take my wifes pussy with his superior cock. It wasn't enough he fucked her right beside me and they both humiliated me and told each other how much they loved or felt...Me sucking her bulls cock regularly was a visual and physical act of submission and acknowledgement to both of them on a primal level that left no doubt to her my acceptance of him and her feelings for him, my role and for him that I accepted his role for her..and by doing it often made them feel comfortable and more at ease, thus encouraging their coupling more frequently and allowing more freedom for them to develop and evolve a relationship together and me to experience it with them. It also helped make my wife feel more comfortable at being dominate over me when he was around and more at ease in allowing me to lick her and him when they were together, face sit and for her to more easily explore and admit her feelings and desires to me about her needs, feelings and actually put me in a place in her mind to allow those feelings to flourish since she didn't have to worry about me being jealous or dominate or interfering, she knew she could feel and allow herself to take the relationship as far as it could without hesitance or worry that it would go too far between them because I showed her and him how much I care, accept, and enjoy participating in their pleasure.... It allowed a lot of role play in various areas and bonds to grow between us all with a regular boyfriend in the mix who enjoyed humiliating me in front of her and encouraging her to participate in order to further gain control over us as a couple and as a further show of his masulinity and my submission thus leading to him mating and taking her more frequently without guilt or doubt.

Once we had our ******* i was snipped and my wife had her tubes tied. There were complications with the birth. We were advised to not try again. That was over 20 years ago. Once we were in the lifestyle, we found more than a few of her lovers wanted to breed her. At first we didn't react well to that, but as we became deeper into the superiority of the BBC we both regretted that this was one facet of the lifestyle we would miss.
 
Yep, and it's just that easy to turn most of us. Is it common knowledge among Black Men that most/all white bois turn bi for BBC? Your army buddy knew he only had to get you into a private setting, calmly assert his natural superiority and his beautiful Black Cock would shut down a str8 boi's defenses and open up his mouth. Didn't even give you the option not to take his load. He was the Man and he knew a white boi's place.
SO TRUE. WE MELT LIKE BUTTER
 
Yep, and it's just that easy to turn most of us. Is it common knowledge among Black Men that most/all white bois turn bi for BBC? Your army buddy knew he only had to get you into a private setting, calmly assert his natural superiority and his beautiful Black Cock would shut down a str8 boi's defenses and open up his mouth. Didn't even give you the option not to take his load. He was the Man and he knew a white boi's place.

Hmm ... starting to sound like black boy I know
 
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