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You are a member of this site and you have posted, so you are already most of the way there as far as your sexual desires. Now you just have the mental hurdle to clear. After you get taken the first time you'll get use to it the more that you're used and you'll have cleared your final hurdle
Deecuck,
I have been taken by a few BBCs. And sucked more. That’s the reason for my dilemma. I know the thrill of submitting to a BBC. I love how it feels to be used for the pleasure of a Superior male. I also love my vanilla life with my family, friends and work colleagues.
I know that I can’t have both but I don’t want to give up on either b
 
Deecuck,
I have been taken by a few BBCs. And sucked more. That’s the reason for my dilemma. I know the thrill of submitting to a BBC. I love how it feels to be used for the pleasure of a Superior male. I also love my vanilla life with my family, friends and work colleagues.
I know that I can’t have both but I don’t want to give up on either b
Oh, my, how I get that! Afterfighting with my wife to give it up she divorced me. She refused to go black
 
I’m so torn between my real life and the life I desire serving dominant men as a cum receptical.
I don’t want to give up the normal life I have yet I desire to just be used to service dominant ‘Real Men’

Hey man, I get it. Cuckolding and BBC used to be a shared fantasy for my ex wife and I but it never went beyond that. Now that I'm divorced I've been doing a lot of soul searching and figuring out what my true desires have been all along but been afraid to admit to myself. I really want to submit and be used by a dominant "real man" as you say. I still get off on the cuckold/BBC/hotwife thing. But now, what I really want is the big cock all to myself. I want to worship, please and serve a BBC bull. Yet I'm still having trouble reconciling that with my real life, and all the things that go along with that.
 
Same thing for me too and also over 20 years ago. It was in a subway bathroom in a black neighborhood. I had been jerking to IR porn for a couple of years and I was getting so desperate to taste Black cock but also extremely nervous on many levels. I needed a safe, anonymous way to test my lust for Black Cock. Maybe it was just in my head and reality would snap me out of it. I found out about the gloryhole online and went there one afternoon quivering with suspense over what I would do if anything happened. Nervous is an understatement. I wasn't in the stall more than 2 minutes until this beautiful, uncut Black cock starts poking through. I hadn't given a finger signal, I was just sitting there watching discretely but anxiously as Black hands unzipped a fly and this confident Black Man assumed he owned whatever mouth was on the other side. He didn't even piss first. He was there to use a cocksucker's mouth. Had he seen me go into the stall, I wondered?

This sight of that very dark and thick hooded cock slowly emerging on my side of the wall was mesmerizing! All my anxiety and fear vanished. Like in a trance, I reacted on autopilot, leaned forward and tasted my first Black cock (my first cock period). The feel of him in my mouth was so exquisite and his shiny brown head was already slick with honey-sweet precum. Those 5 min or so of sucking this Black stranger's cock gave me an incredible cocksucker's high! As I lost myself in the delirium of pleasing this superior cock there was no doubt in my mind I would swallow his cum. I needed his DNA in me and the thick, rich load he dumped in my mouth tasted so good I sat there for a while afterward holding some of his sperm in my mouth and knowing I would crave this for life. All the way home on the subway I swished his semen around my mouth wondering who he was and who I was now. That first taste of anonymous Black Cock remains indelibly etched in my white boi mind.

Did it make me gay? I don't really care what others may label it, but it didn't change the way I dress or act in daily life or make me interested in stereotypical gay stuff. If I were gay I think I'd be into whites too, but I can't work up much enthusiasm for beta bois. That gloryhole experience was a pivotal first step that helped me cope with my white boi fears over submitting to Black Men. It began my realization of my true place as their devoted servant and freed me from a lot of hangups and pretenses that we white boys have about ourselves. It just took one Black Cock (and some IR porn pre-conditioning) to unlock a desire that seemed to be deeper than sexual, certainly deeper than the sexual drives I'd known before. Even though I didn't consciously understand then how complete and joyful my surrender would become, my boi-dick had been spurting out messages for years telling me to submit and find real fulfillment in serving Black Men. I started spending a lot more time Black neighborhood bathrooms after that. I did go back to that gloryhole soon after but a white dick presented its comparative lameness and I just left. I don't need what I already have.

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I am bi,I got turned out by a 40 year old black man with a big fat dick, when I was 13 years old,I was skipping school, hanging out over by the old railroad buildings I walked in on him while he was jacking off, actually he was living there, he sees the opportunity as I froze looking at his huge cock,needless to
Say,it wasn't long before I was sucking his dick while he finger fucked me,an before I knew it
I had a big black dick deep in me with his tongue in my mouth telling me he loves me.by the end of the day I was his little white ho, all before I had got my first piece of pussy, Pimped me out to black men before I got pussy,I don't want a white woman unless she fucks black men,an never have I let a white cock go in me,she wasView attachment 1486405View attachment 1486405View attachment 1486406
Super sexy shots. You look so hot in your panties with cum flowing out of your cute little asshole, and in stockings taking cock like that. Wish I was in your place. Your photos almost make me cum in my panties. Thanks for posting.
 
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