I know exactly what you are talking about. In every day life I am dominate, take charge type of guy. But there is just something about letting it all go and submitting to another man. Just kneeling there and taking it as he rubs his cick all over your face, cock slaps you and fucks your mouth. All the time he has that smug, satisfied look an his face as he puts you in your place.
Sometimes appearances can be deceiving. One day I was at the adult bookstore snd as I was about to enter the gloryhole booth a man started to approach me. He was mid thirties, about five ten and was wearing sandals, shorts, a tyedye tank top and had his hair in a man bun. Of course I was there to be dominated by a big, alpha cock so I just brushed past the guy, thinking get out of my way man bun. I had been in the booth for a few minutes when I looked down and there was a cock sticking through the hole. I had not heard anyone enter the adjacent booth so I was a bit surprised. Not to mention he was kind if ignoring gloryhole etiquette by not waiting for me to stick mt finger through the hole as an invitation. He was just kind of like "suck this", which in a way was kind of exciting. I dropped to my knees and started sucking. It turned out to be a pretty nice cock. Sbiut eight inches, fairly thick, with a big head. It was very smooth and curved up snd to the left a little. As I started worshiping it he began to tease and taunt me either it. Pulling it back si that I could only have half of it, then just the head, then sll of it for just a second. He would pull it out of the hole and just stand there stroking untill I begged him to feed it to me. Usually if I encounter a nice cock at the gloryhole i ask him to come over snd give it all to me. But there was something about how this guy was dominating me, making me his botch through a hole in the wall. After about twenty minutes of this, as he was stroking it on the other side of the wall I said you have proved your point, I am your bitch, please fuck my mouth. He started rythmacialky fucking my mouth di I just put my face against the wall and took it. Even when he would shive it down my throat I just knelt there face against the wall gagging and ******* because that is obviously what he wanted. After scout five minutes I could feel his cock swell snd begin to throv as it filled my throat. Just as he was about to cum he pulled it back so that just the head was between my lips. It was like he was Nutting right in my mouth just to make one final point. After he pulled his cock out I dutifully swelled his load. A second later his half hard cock came back through the hole. I knew what was expected of me and took it in my mouth and tightly wrapped mt lios around it as he slowly withdrew it, draining the rest of his jizz on my tongue. As I knelt there feeling as if I had just been totally owned by thar anonymous cock I heard him opening the door to his booth. I had to know who my anonymous master was. I peered through and saw "man bun" exiting the booth. He stopped in the doorway and looked bac with this smug " ya, it was me that just made you my bitch" look. I suddenly pictured him deciding to put me in my place when I blew him off earlier. I pictured him standing there with his cock in the hole, chuckling to himself as I begged and grovelled for his cock. I don't think that I have ever felt as humiliated as I did at that moment. As he walked away I suddenly thought, what if he knocks in my door? When I realised that I would have opened it and submitted to him in any way he wished it was even more humiliating. as it turned out he left and I never saw him again.
In retrospect I wish that I had went out and acknowledged that I was his bitch snd would be again if he wanted. This was several years ago and every time that I have been there I wish that u would run into him again, have him recognize me and without saying a word look at me, look into a booth, ordering me to go into the booth so that he could teach me another lesson.