You can learn to EMBRACE IT if it's meant to be.
I composed this for other like minded couples who seriously live the interracial cuckold lifestyle
24 / 7. I realize that many people have their own style or dynamic in the way they approach this unique and exciting lifestyle. SO please accept that, I live by the Latin creed: " to each their own "
I am not asking for anyone's approval, judgement, advice or acceptance. If you are entertained by it, Great ! If it helps you as a couple, Fantastic !
I am asking for you to realize we all look at it differently or the same, so I will leave it at that, it's your own personal decision.
I have been a happy and content cuckold for a combined total of 42 wonderfully exciting years and still counting. Some of us little guys that were blessed with a micro size penis were meant to be genuine cuckolds, it was our true destiny so why deny it, embrace it and enjoy the experience.
The most difficult part is finding the right woman to be your Queen, cuckoldress, and partner who accepts you as you are.
Feb 2014, We met on the internet, Her *******'s girlfriend had placed an ad with the username Sweet Thighs, I just had to send Her a message.
We exchanged a couple messages and then immediately started talking on the phone, we would talk for hours. I told her I had been a cuckold by my wife for thirty three years, before she passed on. After explaining the dynamics of the lifestyle to Her and especially the fact that my wife was hooked on BLACK for eighteen years, She became very interested and wanted to know more. After she realized what a cuckold was She was not certain She could ever deny me if I was to be Her boyfriend, She said that part of the lifestyle was maybe a little bit too weird for Her. She agreed to be open enough to explore it at Her own pace if we should actually develop a mutual connection with each other. After two and a half months of talking on the phone my temporary job came to an end. I booked a flight to go meet her on April 17, 2014. We have been together ever since.
In the beginning She was very shy and told me I don't think I could ever cut you off sexually. That attitude changed six months later when She decided that mutual masturbation and hand release would be better than me trying to make love to Her with such a small, inadequate penis.
At this point we both agreed it was impossible for her to ever experience any passionate love making since She could hardly feel my useless pathetic penis inside Her no matter how I worked it. I told Her it was more like trying to make your garden grow without any h2o.
That's when She admitted to me that She was so relieved that I prematurely ejaculated whenever we had regular penetrative sex. She said, having sex with such a small penis inside Her was more frustrating than it was sexually stimulating. Of course we both knew it would never result in any sexually satisfying climax for Her.
Her previous experience included Her first husband who unexpectedly passed away and left Her as a young widow. She recalled a funny memory of actually measuring him. She said he was eight inches and two other smaller lines long, and thick. Her second husband who She divorced for being a cheater, he was seven and a half inches and also thick. After she and her husband both went their own way She ended up meeting a tall slender guy with the longest thickest cock She ever had. She told me he was a good nine inches and about as thick as a beer bottle. She said it was unbelievable how much she enjoyed it. I asked her if it hurt the first time and She said it was uncomfortable but because She tends to get so wet when having intercourse She was able to get used to it very quickly. Now I knew I had to meet this Woman and introduce Her to the Black to White cuckold lifestyle. After questioning Her a little She admitted She was always a little curious about Black.
That's when She admitted to me that She was so relieved that I prematurely ejaculated whenever we had regular penetrative sex. She said, having sex with such a small penis inside Her was more frustrating than it was sexually stimulating. Of course we both knew it would never result in any sexually satisfying climax for Her. That was the moment
It has been eight years since she met Her first BLACK MAN for a night of sexual passion, oh how our life has changed since then. Now I am very content and satisfied with my place as Her privileged submissive little cuckold. I always believed from the very beginning that Julie was the most sexually exciting 57 year old Woman I have ever met.
I knew She was the kind of Woman who deserved to have a well endowed Black man who could be as equally passionate of a lover as She was with enough stamina, desire, and the physical ability to meet Her insatiable needs.
We both decided She needed to have at least one select alpha BLACK Man in Her life who She could freely have an emotional attachment to and still have me in Her life as Her submissive reliable domestic partner who would always be by Her side.
Fortunately for us five years ago She met Jerome, I just knew He was the one after talking with Him at length. He understood the dynamics of a submissive cuckold and the lifestyle from His past experience with a previous couple that had moved away.
It truly would have been an amazing experience to witness their very first time together in the bedroom but as the devout submissive cuckold that I am, I knew I was only allowed to listen out in the hallway next to the bedroom door. That had been made clear to me long beforehand. We had already agreed that the first three or four times would be off limits to me, so don't ask, don't beg, that is just the way it's going to be. She had suggested to me that alone time would allow Her to be more herself and give them both the opportunity to bond together as lovers without me there as a distraction.
Listening may not sound like much of a privilege to anyone who doesn't understand this lifestyle. With a passionate woman like Julie, when She is being so thoroughly satisfied, OMG, She doesn't hold back, the moans, the screams, She loses control as She continually experiences a string of multiple orgasms completely soaking the bed, what a turn on. One of the primary reasons most cuckolds accept their place as a submissive beta male is they realize they would never have had such an experience as a wet bed or to ever hear those wonderful sounds of pure ******* {ex ti see} and complete sexual satisfaction coming from a woman you are intimately connected to. It is such a tremendous aphrodisiac and a true stimulant.
Most cuckolds except it as a privilege since a majority of lifestyle cuckolds are inadequately endowed with less than four inches like me and others who may be adequately endowed but are cursed with premature ejaculation, that's me also, not that it matters being that I am a committed cuckold who is permanently denied. They had been talking with each other for about two weeks before they actually met.
I didn't hear all their conversations but I can tell you it wasn't small talk. They were on the phone like teenagers, talking, laughing and getting each other sexually excited.
Finally the night was here. He had just arrived maybe five minutes before I came down the stairs. They were really getting into some passionate kissing and making out before they would go up to the bedroom. I'm not sure they even noticed when I stepped off the last step into the room.
Their combined passion was far beyond anything that Julie and I had ever experienced together, it was unbelievable. She was acting like a whole different Woman, Her hands were all over Him. She put Her hand down His unbuttoned pants and whispered to Him how much She needed a real Man to satisfy Her. She told Him your BIG BLACK DICK turns me on so much, I want to feel it in me, it makes me so wet my panties are soaked. In response Jerome said, pull those panties down and show me. She pulled them down almost to Her knees and He said, no, no no, pull them all the way off baby. He sat down on the couch with Her facing Him, She pulled them all the way down and as She stepped out of them, He said. Here, give them to me. He took them and said oh yeah baby they are totally soaked, then He threw them at me. OMG, I immediately felt the crotch of Her panties, it was unbelievable how soaking wet they were as if they had been held under a running faucet. I have never experienced Her getting that wet from any kind of foreplay. I was embarrassed for a moment when I realized they both saw me sucking and licking Her panties like a teenage boy losing control of his hormones.
I glanced over at them and She was leaning over kissing Him all over His head and face, I could actually feel the passion between the two of them,
I have never seen Her acting that way. The surprise privilege I experienced that night in the living room was more than I could have ever even fantasized about or asked for. Now I wonder if they had conspired together, Julie really knows what excites me as her little cuckold and Jerome is an experienced Alpha Black Man.
I could hear how wet she was between her legs as He was fingering and playing with her beautiful pussy. He told her to turn around so he could inspect that beautiful wide white ass of Hers. Then he was kissing Her beautiful full ass cheeks while still fingering Her drenched pussy. He told her, tell the little dicklette to take his shorts off. She did, I took them off immediately. He leaned over to Her right side to be able to look around Her and he looked directly at me, He spoke very firmly and said, keep those wet panties in your mouth little dicklette and take your sissy panties off to show me that pathetic useless penis of yours. OMG that excited me so damn much, I have never had one of Her previous three Black lovers talk to me that way, He was undeniably in charge. It was the most exciting mental aphrodisiac I have ever experienced since being a submissive sissy cuckold. Without hesitation as if it were a script written for that moment, I immediately replied, YES SIR. He then said, now crawl over here and take my pants off while I passionately kiss my new found Woman. With that He stood up and they both started kissing so passionately.
I crawled over towards Him as He had instructed me to, I reached up and pulled His pants and underwear down, OMG,
I had never been up so close to such a Big, Long, Hard, Black Dick and it was so thick. As he pulled His feet out of his pants, He looked down at me and said again, now I see why She needs a real Man's DICK like mine. I looked up into his eyes and said yes, oh yes, She really does SIR, She really needs it and deserves it, I can see how much She wants it. He looked at me again, my pathetic little penis was as hard as a three and a half trailer hitch peg, sticking straight out. He said I see this really turns you on little man.
I replied oh yes, yes, Sir, it really does more than you could ever know, my voice was quavering, I was so uncontrollably excited and turned on, then He told me, go ahead I can see you want to jerk that pathetic, useless dicklette of yours.
Next, I heard a smack on Julie's beautiful naked ass. I have always loved and adored her ass since the first day I met Her.
I heard Jerome say to Her I need your sweet mouth to become mine and then I am going to lay down some pipe in that dripping wet neglected pussy of yours so you will want me as your Man, you know you are my Woman, now let's go upstairs. Within 10 seconds or less, I dribbled a few drops of useless semen into a tissue, Julie always required me to cum in a tissue and flush it down the toilet, She loved humiliating me that way, now that she understood how much I enjoyed it and really turned me on. Julie glanced over at me with a look of approval and said, you really are sexually pathetic, now go get your jerk off lube you don't want to abuse that little pee pee stroking it dry. I went right up the stairs with my bottle of lube and a pillow ready to kneel outside the bedroom door and listen intently.
It was maybe two and a half hours before Jerome surprisingly summoned me into the bedroom to eat the wet cream pie between Her tired legs, even Her thighs were soaked. As I walked in the room He said go over there near the edge of the bed and get on your knees, I put my hands on the bed and the whole edge of the mattress was soaking wet right through. He said to Julie, baby girl move up closer to the clean up boy so he can get all the Black Seed I unloaded in you. OMG, it was running out of Her, there was actually a puddle under Her beautiful ass.
I started licking closer to Her ass and even licked the mattress a little. I couldn't believe how soaking wet and totally drenched she actually was. I licked and sucked trying to get as much as I could, my face and chin were soaking wet. After I was done He actually told me to lick and suck on His balls. I said I can't believe how wet your balls are, He said ya baby girl loved how they were slapping against Her ass as I was pounding her so deep where no other Man has gone before.
By the time I was done orally cleaning both of them, Julie was sitting on the side of the bed. He told me to stand up and guide His big dick into Her pretty mouth, wow, I could not believe the size once I actually got my whole hand around it, I was astonished by His thickness compared to my little pee pee, He told me to stroke it as Julie had Her lips and mouth around His thick head, Julie started sucking and moaning eventually pushing my hand away as She attempted to deep throat His beautiful Black dick. They both started getting into it, hands all over each other, Jerome went down between Her legs to orally pleasure Her again, She just continued having climaxes one after the other, without saying a word I jerked myself off again, it was so exciting my whole body was literally shaking.
It was my impression from what I had witnessed and heard that they had a true soulmate connection going on and there was no stopping it.
That's why it never surprised me as to how quickly it developed between the two of them. Their intimate connection and passion was way beyond anything that She and I had ever experienced in our four previous years together. You can't create or even expect any passionate response with a woman of Her caliber when you have such a small tiny penis like mine, what can she possibly do with it ? send me to the corner to jerk it is what she actually does whenever she notice I need to release. One day out of curiosity she suggested I should measure it. She handed me one of those soft sewing measuring tapes, to assist me in getting hard, she pulled her top off to bare her beautiful breast and put her fingers into my little balls while I jerked it. She said that's the most you are ever going to get from this girl whenever I feel generous. Once I was good and hard she said okay now measure it. I measured the length to be just slightly under four inches and the circumferences measured three and a half inches. She immediately said I thought you told me you were five inches when we first started talking on the phone.
Now that Jerome is in our lives it didn't take long before I was really sexually enjoying myself again. It was shortly after participating with the two of them in my natural role as the submissive little wimp. I was so enthusiastically relieved to finally be able to embrace my old familiar place again and I could rediscover my role as to who I really am. A little pantie wearing, sissy wimp. Instead of being a jealous boyfriend in any way, I respect and honor their commitment and the love they have for each other. I feel confident that She and I have an equally strong commitment together, except that mine will always be in the capacity of her submissive cuckold who accepts and understands why She treats me as Her sexually pathetic little wimp knowing that I have an inadequate useless penis. I have never been able to satisfy any woman sexually and now She could finally face and accept that reality one hundred percent. Yet she also has expressed I am an extraordinary person, a good man with a big heart who is very considerate and sensitive to other peoples needs.
My purpose now is to serve and enhance Her life however I can, to be an obedient, submissive, helpful and reliable. I will always place Her needs above my own, that is what pleases me. She has finally built up enough confidence in herself to accept that role and say that is what She expects. There is no way I could have ever completely sexually satisfied her like a man, something we both knew right from the start that very first night we had sex. She just couldn't believe an adult male could have such a small, pathetic, useless penis and She felt bad for me and didn't want to say anything for fear of personally insulting me or hurting my feelings.
With Her lover's big dick She gets soaking wet, She moans and screams while having multiple orgasms when He makes love to Her. When I had that privilege attempting to make love to Her it was a joke, She never once got wet, She was unable to respond to my futile efforts of penetration since it physically did nothing for Her, it actually frustrated Her. Not even a peep from Her when I was slamming Her, what a funny thought now. She told me She refused to fake it because She didn't want to give me any false hope and encouragement as if I were an adequate lover, it was better for me to accept the truth.
During that conversation is when I finally convinced her that I want her to use all those words She thought were so derogatory about myself. I said as a cuckold I want you to humiliate me, it turns me on when you say to me, you have such a useless, pathetic tiny penis or I don't ever want that pathetic little thing near this white pussy, I'm for Black only.
Why is that She asked.
I said because it allows me to be exactly what I am and want to be, but even more than that, when you use those words it shows me your full acceptance of me and who I am, hopefully you will continue to treat me as your little sissy wimp with such a tiny penis who will never refer to it as a cock or a dick. I wear panties to remind myself that I am not sexually a man to you and never will be.
There is not much a little man like me can really do other than lead his Woman down the interracial cuckold path. I can see it when they are making love, they are really making love, showing their mutual desire for each other, their mutual passion, it just naturally perpetuates an extraordinarily intense love making session that leaves the two of them breathless and exhausted. Then they have several moments of gentle affection, kissing and touching each other before they fall asleep for a little nap to recover for the next session. Sometimes She never lets go of his thick black dick until She wakes up and arouses Him again with more deep passionate oral.
I recently discovered our original relationship between Her and I had reversed itself.
Now I am the one being invited into their loving relationship because they turned into the couple that she once had hoped we would be. Of course I knew differently but she had never been exposed to this alternative interracial cuckold lifestyle, never, had no idea it even existed.
When we first came together it was actually somewhat physically and emotionally frustrating at times even though we were very fond of each other and we both agreed we wanted to have a relationship together.
But now I can truly feel confident that She is genuinely very fond of me trust me and is learning to accept me as her little obedient submissive wimp in panties. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient and is becoming much more skilled with the paddle as we develop and understand our relationship for what it really is. I've come around to accept my consequences when I screw up. I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive submissive sissy cuckold. Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their relationship. I serve them and have transitioned into being their little pantie wearing sissy wimp, that they require me to be, it's now my soul purpose in life and I wear it as a badge of honor.
