I will be sucking on my 1st BBC in a few weeks as a anniversary gift. I have some questions and concerns starting to pop up in my head as it gets closer. We have been texting back and forth for a few days now.
1. What should I wear, should I buy something special and little slutty like a short skirt ( he says surprise him when I asked what does he want me to wear ), or should I wear what I normally wear, or lingerie. Especially since I'm on the big side don't want to gross him out once he sees me naked in person
2. Where should he, me and husband have our first vanilla meet and greets , what should we talk about or should we just go into talking about rules etc again and sexual stuff.
3. What do I do if once we meet in person there's no attraction either me for him or him for me.
4. I very shy in person even though I'm not online. I don't want to come across as I'm not interested because I clam up and don't initiate the conversation in person and only respond.
5. We finally have our sex date what do I do if I start having guilty feelings even though my husband has gave me the go ahead and permission and says he's fine with it.
6. Even though he says now he's fine with it , what if he starts getting hurt by the act once it starts and starts having remorse and says stop. Or says nothing at all and lets it continue abut I see on his face he's not enjoying himself. I'm not wanting to cause problems for my marriage for a little of sexual fun even though we both feel like we're ready for it right now.
7. What is actually suppose to happen is I am suppose to suck the new guy off while husband fucks me. What do I do if husband can't get hard with another guy in the room and can't perform. Don't know if he can or not but he can't stay hard when people watched us on Cam and is why he won't cam with me anymore and lets me do it alone. I don't want him to feel left out or feel like he has disappointed me. Or him getting over excited and cumming allot sooner than he usually does.
8. I have never been with two guys at one time in any kind of way. How do I give both the attention they both deserve and not let one feel like they are being left out.
9. Am I going to have good enough oral skills for him. I've only sucked one dick in my life and that's the husbands for 28 yrs now and I perform the way he likes it.
10. Am I just over thinking everything?
That's all the one's coming to mind right now I'm sure others will pop up
1. What should I wear, should I buy something special and little slutty like a short skirt ( he says surprise him when I asked what does he want me to wear ), or should I wear what I normally wear, or lingerie. Especially since I'm on the big side don't want to gross him out once he sees me naked in person
2. Where should he, me and husband have our first vanilla meet and greets , what should we talk about or should we just go into talking about rules etc again and sexual stuff.
3. What do I do if once we meet in person there's no attraction either me for him or him for me.
4. I very shy in person even though I'm not online. I don't want to come across as I'm not interested because I clam up and don't initiate the conversation in person and only respond.
5. We finally have our sex date what do I do if I start having guilty feelings even though my husband has gave me the go ahead and permission and says he's fine with it.
6. Even though he says now he's fine with it , what if he starts getting hurt by the act once it starts and starts having remorse and says stop. Or says nothing at all and lets it continue abut I see on his face he's not enjoying himself. I'm not wanting to cause problems for my marriage for a little of sexual fun even though we both feel like we're ready for it right now.
7. What is actually suppose to happen is I am suppose to suck the new guy off while husband fucks me. What do I do if husband can't get hard with another guy in the room and can't perform. Don't know if he can or not but he can't stay hard when people watched us on Cam and is why he won't cam with me anymore and lets me do it alone. I don't want him to feel left out or feel like he has disappointed me. Or him getting over excited and cumming allot sooner than he usually does.
8. I have never been with two guys at one time in any kind of way. How do I give both the attention they both deserve and not let one feel like they are being left out.
9. Am I going to have good enough oral skills for him. I've only sucked one dick in my life and that's the husbands for 28 yrs now and I perform the way he likes it.
10. Am I just over thinking everything?
That's all the one's coming to mind right now I'm sure others will pop up
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