I am a married white woman in my early 50's. I have always enjoyed sex with my husband.. We used to fuck everywhere..Quite some years ago my husband showed me some stuff on a computer.. As taboo as it was at the time it excited me.. It made our sex lives incredible for 20 years. My husband could tell & fed my excitement. We discovered a world of sexual fantasy. All based upon happily married women who secretly enjoyed big black cocks. We would fuck like rabbits as we educated ourselves.... We acted each scenario out as we watched porn of black men with giant cocks filling these women with more cock than I had ever experienced & imagined I was 1 while my husband fucked me silly. As years passed we started playing with toys all with the intentions of making sure I was prepared for such a large penis. Making sure I enjoyed it.. Not wanting to disappoint the man with the "BIG BLACK COCK" We would choose. Started using penis extensions that made my husbands 6" a solid black 8"s....each time we made a purchased it was larger than the previous. After years of my husbands 6" dick satisfying me I learned to crave a much larger cock .We started replying to ads from black men that were looking for white couples.. Just pushing the envelope a little further each time... always ending the night having great sex with only my husband & an extension. That my desires turned from 8" to 10"s I even have a 14".. But with him using the extension it allowed him incredible stamina.. Hours of me fantasizing that I am a lucky wife getting my share of a big black cock as he would fuck me.. Several times a week... Eventually the fantasy came to the point I needed reality.. My husband set me up with a man he met.. Made arrangements for me to meet with him & finally get the real thing.. I loved it.. I loved the excitement of someone new. I loved the way he took control.. I loved the way his cock was so much bigger than my husbands.. I loved the way his cock tasted.. To the point I sucked his cock for 3 of the 5 hours we were together.. I loved how far his cock went into me.. & how I was left unable to function as he made sure he hit the bottom of what I was offering. After so many videos of women on their knees, mouth open after being fucked senseless made me dream of tasting a black man's cum..That day I swallowed loads of it & loved it.. I left our meeting like a little girl who had Just gotten her cherry popped by her hero.. Dying to get home & let my husband fuck me... My husband enjoyed the videos his friend had taken of us. I couldn't help but compare the size of the black cock I had just sucked as I serviced my husband.. In the past my husbands cock still had effect on me after using the extension.. After the black man fucked me.. My husband's cock had no effect.. I could only think of how much smaller he was than the man I had earlier.. I started to crave the man I had met.. My husband would tell me to show respect & allow him to do as he pleased. Told me to keep an open line of communication with him.. We spoke often about how I could please him & how he was going to please me.. In closed doors I acted as if he were my man & I was there to serve him. I always would suck him off as soon as I was given the opportunity. Even in the presence of my husband.. Once the doors closed. I belonged to this beautiful black man's cock..We would act out everything we had spoke of while my husband was at work.. My husband & I started having less sex.. I lost desire to feel my husbands cock & craved only black cock... My friend has moved away & I haven't been with a black man in a couple years.. I need a black man local that would be ok with a secret situation that involves real conversation.. Real sex.. & not interfering with my home life. Basically an older gentleman that has a true BBC 9+.. Near st Louis to correspond with & have sex with..
