Self denial 10 days now.

[WIMPBILLY]

For 10 days and nights now I have denied myself of any release I have been impotent for 15 years and no sexual contact with wife in that time Long wanted her to find some one but no she is 1 man 1women only for life. Personally the internet is my relief for years but sadly very little happens. I am retired now so time to spend 10,12 or even 14 hours a day on the net,now I have found Black2White I am in heaven it's like I am a cuckold to all these wonderful wives and there love of BBC For 10 days now viewing clips of wives couples and girl friends reading their lives etc.has driven me to deny myself .though impotent and no erections you still get the throbbing and mind in over drive. It is an exquisite feeling getting to the edge and going no ******* and keep doing it for so many hours day after day is devine.Are there others in same boat or am alone in this. Whatever keep doing what you wives do and I keep denying myself.