They say every Jack finds his Jill. I didn't find mine. My marriage is a disaster. I have to hold my tongue and pretend to be someone else, more proper.
Sometimes I feel naughty. I wrote a story for Hansjensen when I was at the meeting with the executives. Corporate drones were droning around, and my muse is a fickle bitch, with a very short attention span, and I didn't want to test her temper.
I like to talk with people who dare to cross boundaries. I'm not interested in couples doing mundane things. Can one be interested in street pigeons? But couples beyond social norms are worth learning.
It was inconceivable to even think about things people do for love. One of my first ICQ pen pals was an Englishman from Belfast. He was 30 and his wife was Irish, 22. I don't remember his name, but I remember hers. Laoise. He said this means "radiant girl," and she allowed to call her Louisa. He was head over heels in love. So far so good. But there was more.
That man invited another man in their marital bed. A black man from Bougainville, he was 25, tall and fit. He was a docker and he was a close friend to that Englishman. The black man had a talent to make a lady happy.
The husband told me it was an eye fiest to watch them being together, locked in the intimate embrace. The stark contrast of their bodies, moving in languid unison.
He felt the urge to share his feelings about something he experienced recently. It was the first time when his wife and her black lover had sex without a rubber, the last barrier between them. Hubby's eyes were riveted to the point of their union where the dark cock plunged into the pale white body and reappeared shining with her love juices.
Their moans and groans came to crescendo when hubby realized that the black man was about to cum in his Laoise. The black man's muscles flexed and knotted when he was delivering his load into the squirming woman beneath him.
He hold her impaled on his black spear while he was poised above her for two minutes, looking just like a triumphant gladiator.
Finally he pulled out and lay beside the panting white woman. The sight of the dark cudgel leaving his wife's body was burned into his retina. Flaccid, but still big and proud, with a flared glans, a pearly viscous droplet on it.
Husband immediately took lace between her still opened legs. Laoise put her hands behind her head and closed her eyes, enjoying the moment immensely.
Her husband down there traced the flawless lines of her thighs, to the firm and round buttocks, to the precious love flower. With trembling fingers he opened her pink petals and revealed the puddle of white sperm. There was so much of it, he felt dizzy. He lifted his gaze to her flat and taut belly, to the milky mounds with pink peaks, to the valley between them.
He was struck with a revelation that it was a goddess before him, a life-giver. She was safe, but in the moment of weakness he realized he wanted she was not. He wanted the nature took its course and her belly would grow with a new life inside. He wanted to see how would her baby look like when she pushes it into this world. He wanted to see a dark ******* emerging from this pale freckled body.
Carefully he sealed those petals again and put a chaste kiss on her labia.
When he lifted his eyes he met hers, green pools full of mischief, a half-smile on her lips.
He just lay there, playing with her fiery bush, watching the black man's seed trickle from his white wife. He was so content in that moment of tranquility.
And then I realized I know nothing about love.