I'm very curious about how you felt and your thoughts that very first time you had a BBC. From the moment your black lover began to push inside you for the first time, what was going through your mind? What were you thinking as you began to feel things you never felt before, as he stretched you and began to reach places inside you never before reached? Can you describe the sounds you made or the things you said as it was happening? How difficult was it to take it all? Did you feel like a virgin all over again? Any and all details would be appreciated!