I know,,,if a guy is ten inches or more, and he approaches in the right angle, he can slide past my cervix (under it), and that’s great, but in the back of my mind I fear that one jab when the angle is different and he slams directly into my cervix, with three inches of cock left to ram into me,,,dispute all the fictional stories I’ve read, there’s no way the head of a cock is gonna enter my cervix, so something‘s gotta give.Sounds like you and your lucky hubby had an exciting start and first few years to your marriage, then your sex life with your husband slowed down.
Very understandable that you like big cocks like most women. My wife loves thick hard cocks but she does not like more than 7" long cocks. She says longer cocks hurt her cunt. In fact after one sex party, my wife's cunt was pounded by several hard long cocks that broke her cunt and I had to take her to a doctor to have her cunt repaired.
My wife is also multi orgasmic so she always has many intense orgasms on the hard cocks that are fucking her; always a beautiful sight.