So I’ve been on this site for awhile. I’ve been wanting to get verified for awhile as people tend to hound you when you don’t as they usually are quick to pass judgment but it’s very understandable as if I were a bull I would want to weed out all the fake people. My wife has always been attracted to black men and then she met me. I’m a pretty aloha man and have always been jealous and possessive as it’s what society trains us to do. The thought of her seeing and fucking all those black men when we first got together kind of scared me and intrigued me at the same time. Everybody in our lives tried to break us apart while we were young . We didn’t listen to anyone else because we never wanted to be without each other Since day 1 . For real even a waitress pulled me aside and r tried to warn me that she was always up there with different black guys . Kind of fucked up and racist but I was also kind of sweet that she cared about me. I don’t know if I’m really a cuckold cause it it all seems so cartoony to me . I’m never want to be locked up in a cage or ridiculed and made fun of. I’ve just went to being bothered by it to intrigued to being addicted. When we first started dating I started watching more interracial porn. I would imagine my lady was in that scenario to see what the hype was all about. I hid it from her but would find myself needing it more. It was so fucking hot. Anyways I feel like my adventure in life of a story needed to be told. I’ve told her about this fetish I had of her after she was ******* and I dot got her to admit that she still has a thing for black men . I showed her a cartoon I had made of her likeness trying to recreate some of her sexual past. It didn’t bother her and actually really turned her on as she gave me oral sex in public. That was scary for me and a relief. I started trying to get her to admit it many times more and some times she does admit to it but only during orgasms.. which are hot as fuck and when I film im them I jerk off to them right after I fuck her silly and she’s ******* like a bear hibernating. We’ve always had amazing sex and that been something very strong with our relationship. I would do anything to make her cum . It’s one of my most personal missions in life and I take it serious. I wish you guys could see her face when I get her to to cum real hard. That sexy face when she’s in bliss. She used to look angry all the time back in the day. She worked on that and smiles all the time now. Before I’d almost want to hate fuck her now that she smiles all the time it’s a whole different kind of sexy. Anyways I think over the years of me being the man I had to be to do what I think was right in a relationship I pushed her away from wanting her to own up to how sexy and deviant she really is. Guys do not hit on her ‘em when I’m next to her cause I’ve always looked like an alpha. I act like an alpha and she loves that about me . Over the past over 20 years we’ve been together she’s always watched women throw themselves at me. I don’t want to pat myself on the back anymore I’m not that hot I just have the gift of gab and work at a place where I get to hang out with a lot of beautiful women. . I make people laugh and feel good about themselves. I can’t help that I look like a tough old dude in his mid forties. I just keep it real. Anyways the main reason for all of this babbling.
